Dear diary,
As soon as we had to let into the house he started to beat me. It seemed like it would never end. He was yelling at me while he was beating me. I could feel every hit every punch every kick I felt everything. I felt everything... the pain of when my mother left me, the pain of when Jimin and his friends would bully me, the pain of when Jihoon would see me get beat and he couldn't do anything, the pain of when Jimin helped me then called me a burden, the pain of Jihoon's dad abusing me, the pain of when I cut myself, the pain of not having anyone or any friends to talk to, and the pain of being alive. No matter what I do I will always be on the outside, a burden, useless, worthless and a waste of space. Everyone says the world is beautiful when your on it but I've been on this earth for 17 years and this world is everything but that it's terrible, the people living on it are terrible so what's the whole point of stay here literally nothing there is no point of continuing to live. No one would care. No one would notice. It's not like anyone would miss me. So what's the point there is no point...
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So I just want everyone to know the lines and dots at the bottom are suppose to be Morse code but I got the alphabet list from google so I don't know how accurate it is but if you don't feel like translating it it's says "God kill me now!". I was just trying to do some thing new so that's it bye~
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