Dℯ𝕒ʳ 𝐃𝑖🄰𝙧𝚢// YᵒOⓃ𝖒𝓲n̥ͦ ✔️

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Dear diary,
I'm staying at Jimin's house now. It's still awkward that ummm living with my crush. It's like the little things he does makes me blush for example since I've been discharged from the hospital they have said that I have a eating disorder. They said I should try to eat little things and try not to over eat so I some times eat soup and since ummm so weak sometimes Jimin will feed me and that makes me blush a lot. I feel as if he knows that I have a crush on him but he doesn't like me back. I sometimes wonder what my future is like but I know I'll be some where in a grave in the next 5 years. I really don't have anything or anyone to live for so in 5 or less years I'll be gone. I hope Jimin won't miss me but he probably would be happy that I'm gone. Me and Jihoon haven't talked at all, he haven't called or texted me so I think he's upset with me for some reason but he'll get over it I hope. Jimin has actually started to be more nice to me... he even apologized for what he said at school that one day and that made me really happy. I feel like that means I have a chance of being with him but I shouldn't get my hopes up because I know if I do it'll hurt more when he rejects me. But that's all that has happened today of these pass couple of days nothing interesting ever really happens in my life but that's all I write again when I can.
 
                                                                    -Yoongi