Trent's POV
"Trent! What the hell are you doing?" I heard Jordan Henderson say as he caught up to me, which made me jump a little bit as I didn't see him coming.
"Huh?"
Jordan frowned.
"Are you drunk again? You know there's a strict rule against com-"
"I'm not drunk!" I cut him off and rolled my eyes, trying so hard to hold my emotions back in.
"Then explain why you're acting like you've lost your mind or something. You weren't even training with us, your mind is completely somewhere else and you're just out of it"
Ugh!
"Can you please just leave me alone?" I practically begged him as we made our way back to the locker room.
"Are you horny?"
"Hendo!"
"What? I'm just trying to help"
"The only way you can help me is by leaving me the fuck alone. Please!" I snapped, which ended up coming out louder than I meant for it to and also getting the attention of some of the lads.
"What's up with him?" Ox (Alex oxlade chamberlain) asked Jordan as he came towards us with a towel wrapped around his waist.
"He's horny"
Oh my god.
"Ooooh, should we get Kylie over here?" Ox teased, which made me shoot him the dirtiest death glare I could ever shoot at anyone.
"Or you could just slide into the toilet and masturbate. I have some cream in my bag if you want"
UGH!
"Shut the fuck up for goodness sake! Y'all are just making things worse for me! I'm about to have a mental breakdown and you're offering me cream to masturbate?" I snapped "just leave me the fuck alone. I'm begging you!"
The look on their faces clearly showed that they were shocked at my sudden outburst. I won't say I didn't feel bad, I did, but I had to get them to shut up. My mind is not functioning well and I desperately needed some alone time, but they clearly didn't get that. They weren't even letting me shower.
"Whoa man!" Jordan said as he sat next to me and placed a hand on my shoulder. Alex proceeded to do the same as well so I was sandwiched between the two guys.
"What's wrong with you?" Ox Asked "you haven't been yourself for the last few months and it's seriously affecting everyone" he added.
I sniffed, trying so hard to hold it all in "I don't wanna talk about it"
"If you don't, you'll just keep getting yourself messed up" Jordan said "Sure there are certain things you'd like to keep to yourself sometimes but when these things start affecting your personality and character as a person, you have to let it out of your system. It's the only way you'll feel better and free"
"Yeah" Ox agreed "come on buddy, you know you can talk to us. We're here for you"
I sighed.
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TWISTED | Trent Alexander-Arnold
Fanfiction"I trusted you. My mistake, not yours" ~ Kylie brown
