Love me like I love you

Chapter 11

PSA......This chapter about to be real dark so if you not feelin thus chapter you may exit....you've been warned.

Kaylee's P.O.V.
There's dried up blood on the floor and on my arms and legs and chest I looked around my bathroom and seen how it looked I had to get up and clean all of this but my body was too weak, all the blood that I lost from cutting I can barley lift my arms I keep hearing faded noises coming from the side of me feeling a vibration from the floor my head turned as slow as it could and it was another missed call from Jahseh.

As tears shedded down my face I so happened to say i'm sorry Jahseh. i'm sorry that you will have to find out the truth about me i know you might leave me when you see these cuts on my arm.

These aren't just baby cuts these are deep cuts I wanted to pick my razor blade up and continue to cut but I was just too weak, I couldn't do anything but sit there as tears fell hoping no one would find me so I could die.

Now I hear knocking at my front door I managed to crawl my way of of the bathroom. So weak I kept falling to my stomach and getting back up my arms are trembling , my voice is shaking, my vision is fading in and out could this be death? Could I finally see my mom forever?

Shutting everyone out even my own Boyfriend. Jahseh i'm sorry I should have told you in the first place but I think you would judge me if I told you the truth about me.

I hear and loud bang as my heart starts beating slower and slower my eyes slowly closing hearing multiple footsteps running up the stairs to see me laying lifeless in my hallway. "Kaylee can you hear me-" the voice fades away and I see nothing but darkness.

................This is the end for me...................

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