𝐏𝐀𝐏𝐄𝐑 𝐑𝐈𝐍𝐆𝐒ᵇᵗˢ

𝐀 𝐇𝐔𝐆 𝐀𝐍𝐃 𝐅𝐈𝐕𝐄 𝐌𝐈𝐍𝐔𝐓𝐄𝐒 [k.sj]

━━ pairing: KIM SEOKJIN x M!READER
━━ dangers: cursing, arguing
━━ summary: the members decide it's time for you and seokjin to talk it out

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I couldn't win over my upset heart

As I endured through a sleepless and dark night once again

Regardless of my despair,

The morning heartlessly wakes me up

GROGGILY, KIM SEOKJIN woke up at the sound of his alarm practically ringing through his room. lazily and in a half-annoyed manner, he stood up before grabbing his phone, dragging his finger through the screen and silencing his alarm. as of late, he'd been unable to sleep. maybe it was because the bed's cold without you sleeping by his side, a part of seokjin's mind whispers. there's a small amount of dust over all the furniture in the room except for the bed, eluding to the fact that seokjin, uncharacteristically, hadn't cleaned them.

it's quiet. now that he'd silenced his alarm, there's not a sound to be heard besides a small breeze that floats through the window, seems like he'd forgotten to lock it judging by how it was ever so slightly open. but besides that, there was no sound in the room that could overpower his shallow breathing.

it's been weeks since you stopped coming over to their mansion. nothing and no one has been the same since you'd practically vanished out of thin air, or perhaps the earth cracked in half and took you?

seokjin let out a sigh, running a hand through his disheveled hair, shaking his head after.

❝i don't need him.❞ he mumbled out, trying to hush the part of himself that wanted you back in his arms. he gets up from the bed to get ready for practice.

seokjin knew that, even with all the questionable things they did, the members weren't dumb. they knew how much this breakup's taken a toll on seokjin. lately he'd been far more quiet than usual, he had stopped telling them of his silly dad jokes, his dancing had gotten sloppy and his voice had lost a part of its soulfulness. his usually bright loud, window-wiper laughs had diminished and his smile didn't reach his ears.

the members had initially thought that he could've handled it on his own, because seokjin was, after all, the eldest and an older brother figure to them. but whatever god up there had planned otherwise, and they knew they had to step in before it was too late.

The scars are more painful than I thought

The pain is deeper than I thought

The countless nights of resenting you are like hell to me

right now, they were all on a break after many long, grueling hours of rehearsal and hoseeok being a drill sergeant. with a silent agreement after glancing at each other, the members decided that now was the perfect time to finally talk to their eldest— who had distanced himself in a corner of the room.