Siren. A dekubowl story

Chapter 14

no

no

no..

Please don't hurt me..

You worthless piece of trash, get me some more beer from the fridge

Useless deku, go take a swan dive off a roof and hope you get a quirk in your next life

I already did Kacchan, but i don't want this quirk..

I wish i hadn't been cursed with this quirk!

You can't become a hero without a quirk

I know..

And i didn't..

I became the worst of the worst

Stupid Deku!

i am stupid..

Why don't you just go kill yourself brat!

I want to.. but i cant

i fell to my knees in the endless darkness

Words filling my head

I'm sorry i let everyone down..

I could feel the guilt and regret filling my stomach

I can offer you revenge on everyone who doubted you, Izuku Midoriya

i remember this..

My first encounter with All for One..

Yes..

Sensei..

is that my voice?

yes, of course it is you dumb idiot..

Go die already

it started to get lighter,

My emotions were going crazy, like they were ripping my body apart, it hurts.. please end my pain

Tears dripped from my eyes and onto the dark floor

it was becoming brighter by the second

i closed my eyes, hyperventilating

Help me..

 please..

Somebody..

i opened my eyes

my eyes were a bit sensitive to the light

"Am i dead?" i whispered to myself my voice cracked

i hope i did die..

my emotions are driving my body insane, i didn't want to move, it hurt to breathe, or to move, it hurt most to live

i could see silhouettes

i blinked, trying to get my eyes used to the light

I saw people i knew sleeping on chairs in the corner, sleeping

so..

i didn't die..

"Fuck.." i whispered in frustration 

"Ah, you're awake" a voice behind me said

I look behind me and see recovery girl

"Just let me wipe those tears"  she said leaning towards me with a tissue