Your Blood ll jjk✔

17

"Needed Comfort"

I'm zoned out.

Sitting alone in the garden, where me and Jungkook hugged. Tears flowing from my eyes non stop, then it'll dry, then i'll start crying again without me noticing.

Until someone tapped my back. I flinched at the sudden action, before turning around, not forgetting to wipe the tears away.

I forced a smile, seeing the person. "Hi Tae." I said while sniffling. I awkwardly giggled while scooting over. "So...whats up? Do you want to eat?" I asked all of a sudden, faking a smile.

"Y/n please." He whispered with shaky breath, my smile dropped in a second. I looked down. "Please dont act like this, i'm your bestfriend. You can...you can cry. Pour your sadness and madness into me, I will accept it with my whole heart." Taehyung choked out, with his dried lips. My lips trembled, looking at him defeated.

"Taehyung..why?" I squeaked while sobbing hard. "W-wh-y-...y." I was now having a hard time to breathe; I was sobbing really hard. He pulled me into a warm hug, trying to calm me down.

"Shh...its okay." He silently patted my back, while I continued to cry. "Its n-not okay." I cried and started pouring all of my emotions. He didnt reply as we both know, nothing is okay.

"Taehyung, not even a week had passed! A month! And all of these happened. I met him, then ignored him. Saved him with my blood, living with him, with you guys. Having feelings with him, training with him. Confessing, having an argument. Then showing feelings to eachother, got closer. Then the hybrid scenario, fight again. Ignored again, then he apologized. I found my mom, he felt sad and defeated. I confronted him, w-we said we love eachother. He saved me, and now.." i broke down into tears remembering how he whispered a sad 'I love you' in his mind before kiling his own self for me. "I just met him, in like a week. And this is what future has for me."

"I just-... why arent you guys affected? It seems like somethings wrong with you guys, dont you like him? Are you mad at him for saving me? Do I deserve to die more than him? Do you guys even care, why arent you sad and broken like me? It looks like theres-"

"Y/n listen to me." He pulled away and now it was visible for me to see his teary red eyes. His puffy eyes, were even worst than mine. His whole face is red because of the crying. And he looked more pale because of the amount of water he just cried out.

"Y/n, we're dead. We're dead without him. When we saw you hugging a lifeless Jungkook, we dont know how to react. It seems like.....seems like our souls have left our body for good." His tears were soaking his cheeks, while I sobbed infront of him, with nonstop tears.

"Look at them.." he pointed at each and one of them, I can feel my heart shattering even more, if thats even possible.

Jin was in the water with his merman form. He keeps on staring at his reflection on the water with tears silently falling on the wide lake.

In one of the garden near the lake, I spotted a zoned out Yoongi. His cheeks and eyes were red and puffy. His lips pursed, trembling. His fist and jaw were clenched.

My tears stopped when I saw a sad hoseok, a sad hoseok. I just stared at how he picks a rock and throws it against the wall, weakly. Tears streaming down his face, he lets it fall towards his pants.