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Ch.8 Doubt.

All is calm and resting on this warm summer evening, except Katsuki Bakugou.

He layed awake his omega clinging to him peacefully asleep in his shirt snoring ever so slightly. His eyes flutterd under his lids as he dreamed unaware to the thoughts swirling around in his fiancés head.

His mind wouldn't let him rest, worries and and fears bombarded his mind making him fume in silent aggitation.

'I shouldn't be hiding this from him, Chibi is both of ours he deserves to know.'

'But if I tell him then what? What if he stresses and it puts strain on him and the baby?'

'Besides he already has to worry about the wedding and the baby now, that's enough.'

'He's also a hero too, I shouldn't hide it...'

He blinked frustratingly at the ceiling, it was constant back and forth and he had been doing it for hours, it was already past 12AM and compared to his usual 8-9 he was exhausted.

He looked over tiredly at his mate sleeping so peacefully, he looked so pretty bathed in moonlight his lips parted barely as small huffs past them brushing over his own bare chest.

He's green curls appeared black in the low lighting and his freckles were dark and contrasting against his cheeks his viridescent irises were dormant under pale porcelain lids.

His bump was barely visible but he felt it pressed between them safe in their holds.

He wanted to kiss him in that moment but withheld because he didn't want to risk waking him up.

He looked back down to the bump.

'There's a baby in there, my baby, our baby.'

He wondered over it for moment, a tiny life, crazy huh?

A tiny pup that will rely onthem completly on their care and guidance to survive.

'What if I'm not a good dad?'

The thought slid it's way into his mind making a new and foriegn sensation overcome him, doubt.

Sure he wasn't the best alpha but he cared, what if that isn't good enough?

What if he didn't interact enough, what do dad's even do? I mean they help in the creation part but what's after?

And how did he know he was going to be any good at it?

A stirring caught his attention as he sleeping mate rose onto his elbows blinking sleepily at him.

"Why'are you awake..?" He slurred suppressing a yawn.

"Couldn't sleep." He grumbled back.

"Why?" He interrogated shaking off the remences of sleep.

"What do you mean why? Because I just couldn't fall asleep it's not like I wanted to be awake!" It came out harsher than he intended and he mumbled an apology afterwards.

They fell into silence again, nothing but the chirping of crickets filling the night air.

The Omega's sigh broke the silence as got his alpha's attention, " What is the real reason you can't sleep?"

Straight to the point, he had to hand it to him, his omega was learning his ways.

He exhaled long and slow, Izu sat in silence patiently waiting for him to awnser.

"Izuku," he began slowly and the omega nodded to show he was listening," do- I mean, do you... think I'll be a good father?"

"Is that what your worried about?"

He forced himself not to flinch reflexivly from guilt, it's true it was apart of it, other than him hiding the news about the doctor, he nodded.

The omega slowly turned to look into the alpha's eyes, his irises a dark forest green nearly obsidian in the darkness, he spoke in a soft voice,

"I can't tell you that for sure because I don't even know,"

His heart dropped into his gut. He didn't really expect anything different.. He was hauled out of his mind when Izuku continued,

"Were both new to this, I don't know if I'll be a good mother but that doesn't matter, because as long as were together we can figure it out, we'll learn and be there every step of the way and I already love this baby with every fiber of my being, sure, your scared,I get it, cause I am too."

Tears were starting to fall but he kept going, "But I know we can do this, we don't have to be perfect we just need to be there, that's enough so don't sweat the little things, okay? I'm just happy the baby has you as a father and I'm happy that I have you. I'm sure you'll make a great dad Katsuki, your the best at everything you do."

He smiled at him reaching to brush his cheek.

Katsuki felt warm liquid trickling down his cheeks, he hadn't even realized he started crying.

All he knew in that moment is how lucky he was to have Izuku and Chibi in his life.

He pulled the omega into a kiss causing him to squeak in suprise but he soon softened into the kiss tangling his hands to his soft spikes.

They had to pull away when they ran out of breath, panting with their forehead resting against each others.

"Thank you." Was the only thing Katsuki said but Izuku understood.

"Anything for you, Kacchan." He smiled kissing the tip of his nose.

He pulled him down into his chest snuggling into his hair.

"G'night, I love you..." Izuku said nuzzling into his chest.

"I love you too..." he mumbled through his hair finally drifting of to sleep.

Author's Note

I had this idea and I just had to put it in, sorry if it seems a little out of place.

Hope you enjoyed.

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