Harry- I sigh sitting on the window ledge in the Libaray looking outside at the rain, I have a free now so trying to get some work done but my mind can't concentrate at all. All I can think is about what can happen because sometime I am afraid of being alone but my whole time I have been truly alone but now I have people around me who care I am just scared of losing that all again.
Ron- "Potter, what's got you so down" I say sitting down
Harry- "go away Weasley I am not in the mood right now"
Ron- "what did you friend think you did put your name in the cup and now you are allow alone"
Harry- "I chose to be alone, I like it when I am doing my work, well was doing my work but I can't concentrate"
Ron- "and whys that?"
Harry- "I don't want to die"
Ron- "why would you think you will die?"
Harry- "because of this tournament, it's going to get me kill" I sniff letting fake tears roll down as I look up at him through my long eyelashes
Ron- I look at him seeing a scared boy, shit what am I supposed to do, oh lead him in the right direction "but you aren't going to die Potter"
Harry- "I am but this way I am not going to survive like I did when I was just a baby who was protected by a spell that my mother did to protect me, if she didn't I would be dead but now I don't have her spell I can't survive now because I am not some hero she is, she is the true hero in this story not me and she isn't her, she's not here to protect me and I can't protect my self I am not some saviour you all think I am, I am son boy that never asked for any of this, not the fame or power, I just wish to be a normal boy live a normal life where I can be loved and not punished for who I am. I wish I was out of this tournament I don't want to be in it, it's going to kill me and there nothing I can or anyone else is going to do about it"
Ron- "you won't die harry, you won't"
Harry- "I will, you just don't see or know it yet, who ever put my name in the cup is getting there wish, wish for me to die because that's all I can do" I then turn my head lean on the window looking outside into the rain
Ron- I look at the boy in front of me definitely knowing that I am not going to get the words across to him. I quickly wipe the tears off my face when noticing it, oh my good I can't feel for that boy, I then get up and walk off wondering what the fuck am I going to do.
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Killing Butterflies - HP
FanfictionHarry comes to Hogwarts but he turns out to be to be the boy they don't expect him to be and those who think can hurt him will find out the true way that they shouldn't of messed with him especially if it's to do with him, his own belongings and tho...
