the clubhouse:: anthony reeves

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i woke up and saw that no one was in my room. so i check the time and it's, 1PM!!!! what the hell?! who let me sleep in THIS late?!?! i go and check all of the rooms to see if anyone was home. no one was in any of the rooms. of course except sissy.. i swear to god, why is she always around? this is ridiculous. i roll my eyes as i look for any site of someone in the loft and downstairs. i go downstairs in the living room. and sit on the couch and a scroll through instagram. i hear sissy walk down the stairs and she says "if you're looking for the others. they're not here" i roll my eyes "ok i can see that" i laugh and i feel sissy rolling her eyes "just so you know, they went out to get stuff for your birthday. "k thanks" i say emotionless and not paying attention to anything around me.
i get bored of scrolling through insta so i go upstairs and but on my swim suit to go out to the pool:

i get in the pool and post a pic for my instagram:

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i'm just chilling at the pool on my phone when i see someone get in the pool. sissy.
damn, can this girl just leave me alone already like seriously.. i see her start to walk up to me as i say "i'm not here to start anything, just please. leave. me. alone." i say but she's still walking up to me "yeah i'm not either. i just want to say sorry... i didn't mean to hurt you that badly as i did.." i scoff "but you still meant to hurt me, correct?" "yes but not badly.. look i'm sorry.." i turn around to walk away, but i turn back around to tell her how i feel and try to keep my cool at the. and time. "sorry won't fix anything. sorry won't fix the pain i'm feeling. sorry won't fix the pain you caused me to be in. sorry won't fix my black eye. sorry won't fix my scares. sorry won't fix my bruises. sorry doesn't fix anything.." i turn around and leave.
i go make popcorn in the kitchen. make me some coffee, and head upstairs and change back into my comfortable clothes:

then i get back into my bed and watch The Office.