p.s i love you 🍃🌹 rosekook

🍃🌹 brief explanation 🌹🍃

🍃🌹 letter 1 🌹🍃

Slumped on the floor i couldn't help but cry out as the strip in my hands falls off from my grip.

Jisoo rushed in me and helped me get up worriedly looking as to why I'm crying. "what happened chaeng?"

lisa hugged me tight as soon as she rushed to my room while jennie took the strip on the floor.

Shock.

is an understatement.

It was more than it, the feeling i have right now is like earth swallowed me whole.

Jennie silently showed the strip to the other girls and i knew they were startled but they didn't say a word.

I sat there sobbing my heart out as the three embrace me tight. Rubbing my back consoling me to this problem that i've cause that probably won't just cause leaving my dreams away but to them as well.

Coz we were one. Blackpink is one.
It may consist of 4 ambitious striving girls but we consider ourselves one. In pain or in gain.

" Unnie I'm so stupid. Why am i an idiot? He's not here for me anymore. And i don't want you three suffer from my mistakes."

Jennie wiped the tears from my face.
" Where here for you Rosie. Don't ever consider your baby a mistake. Your baby is a blessing. And no matter what happened we will support you."

"Yes Chaeyounga, we're here for you, no matter what." Lisa added as she look me sincerely in the eyes crying as well as she can't take the pain im in.

" We will make this 4 together Chaeng. We love you and I know you'll make it." Jisoo encourage as they all gave me another tight hug.

🍃🌹 letter 2 🌹🍃

"Ta ...... take care of yourself okay? We will visit you a..........as soon as possible." stuttering, Jennie cries as she gave me another hug

"Please drink your vitamins, don't skip meals please stay strong chaeng. We will come to australia once everything settles down." jisoo wipe my tears off handing me a bag of healthy snacks and vitamins

Looking at Lisa who's been quiet for sometime, she's been looking on the floor eversince we arrive in the airport. I poke her shoulders but she move away trying to brush off the tears falling one by one on her eyes. Still looking down while she play with her nails unconsciously, i throw my arms on her shoulders as I gave her a tight embrace. Lisa was my best buddy eversince day one. I can't imagine how it must have pained her seeing me in pain and the fact that I'm going away for good, I know it cuts deep in her heart. I put her head in my shoulders I can feel her body trembles as she sob silently in my arms. "Lisapoops, don't cry. Please. You know it breaks my heart seeing you like this."

" I........i don't wa.....want you to go chaeng." she said in between sobs

"But i have to. This is the best way Lisa. I don't want it too but I don't have a choice. Please be strong for me." she nodded although she's still hesitant.
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