It's been 2 weeks that I haven't seen Shawn in person and it's killing me.
We can't talk every night because he is touring and I have school. Or one of us is busy or something else.
But I forgot to mention, I posted a video on YouTube singing "blank space" by
Taylor swift and I almost have a million followers in IG and Twitter.
I get tagged in a lot of stuff that people have made edit wise of me and Shawn all of the time .
Lately Shawn hasn't been texting me or calling me. Ugh he's probably just busy.
"What's up" cameron walks into my house and goes straight to the fridge.
We have become really close in the past week. It almost like we're brother and sister.
"Hey and have you talked to Shawn lately" I asked
"I just got off the phone with him actually" he says taking a sip of mt fiz!
"I've called and texted but he hasn't answered, I wonder what's wrong" I said .
"Me too" I chew on my nails
Then all of a sudden my phone stairs blowing up with vine,Twitter,and Instagram notifications.
"Woah, who is blowing up your phone" cam asks.
"I don't know " I said
I clicked on vine because that's where most of the notifications where coming from only to find what I didn't want to.
It was Shawn laying in be with another girl. He was singing and she was lip singing. What ? Who is she?
I looked in the comment and how people like her better than me and how a lot of his fans shipped them over us.
I got a weird feeling in my stomach. I think Shawn might be cheating on me.
"Who is Lauren" Cameron asks .
"I don't know, hold on"
I looked on her IG and she was gorgeous . It was so unfair.
She post a lot of stuff with Shawn too.
So I looked on Shawn's page and scrolled close to the bottom and there where pictures of her.
Did they date? Ugh this is driving me nuts! What is it , I mean , he's completely ignoring me and I don't know why.
He might be . Wait no , he's my Shawn he can't . I'm calling him .
Ring...ring
It was only two rings until he answered
Shawn: hello gorgeous , how are you I'm so sorry I haven't called you or tired you back I've been really busy and I'm sorry about that baby girl.
Me: yeah , you've been busy with Lauren,Shawn ? Because that's what it looks like.
Shawn: are you saying I'm cheating.
Me: no I'm just saying
Shawn: that's what it seems like you implying.
Me: what am I supposed to think Shawn . Your laying on the bed with her and it seems like it .
Shawn: I can't believe you dont believe me!
Dammit I love him but I have to
There was a pause from everything . The sound was dead
Me: Shawn long distance sucks
Shawn: what are you saying
He sniffles through the phone.
Me: we can't do this . Okay ! I think you should date lauren since she is obviously more important.
Shawn: but I love you
Me: no u don't okay your cheating Shawn
Shawn:no I'm not I swear !
I hung up.
I'm sobbing! I was getting calls from him but then they stopped.
I thought I loved him.
"Are you okay" Cameron asks
"Yeah in fine" I say holding back tears.
"No your not come here" he says
I wait for a minute but then I just start crying and run and hug him.
He picked me up and took me to the couch and laid me down and he laid right beside me.
My phone starts to buzz again .
It was a link to Shawn's page. From @MAGCONloverigbabes_01
The caption says "look at the bio" is what she said.
I looked at Shawn's bio and it said "Lauren arendse has my heart"!
I throw my phone and cuddle back up to cameron.
He starts to put his hands through my hair.
And eventually I fall asleep in his embrace.
