Falling in Love with Ondreaz Lopez

twenty-seven

**2 weeks later**
Isla POV:

Ondreaz left the house 2 weeks ago and hasn't been back since. I still hurts but why, we aren't together anymore haven't been for a long time. Of course I still love him but, it can't be anything more right? Nick interrupted my thought process by coming in the room and hugging me. Everything with Nick have been amazing! He's amazing sweet, smart, caring, talented everything I want in a person but I have this nagging feeling that something's wrong and I can't seem to figure it out. I really like Nick if it were important I would know the answer. Yes that's what I'm going with. I started to get ready for the concert packing up all my belongings while Nick sat back and filmed some tiktoks. "Hey babe, what time is soundcheck?" I looked over at Nick "Umm 6:00pm so I've got to leave at 5:00 because it'll take me 30min to get there" "Alright do you want a drive?" "No thank you. Driving will help calm my anxiety" "Don't worry Isla you'll be amazing""Thank you" I said whilst hugging him "Show starts at 8pm right?" "Yea".  Babe, why did it feel so weird when he said it. 

**time skip to 8**

I already had my hair and makeup done as well as my outfit. The stage manager interrupted you're on in 2 minutes. I drank some water and warmed up my vocal cords. All of my friends were out in the crowd and started waving and cheering at me. 

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Showtime. I walked on stage and the crowd started cheering me on. "How's it going LA?!" I yelled into the mic causing to cause the crowd to go wild "Are y'all ready for the concert?" The crowd yelled yes "I can't hear you!" the screamed this time. This feeling is already amazing and I haven't even started singing yet. I sang my set list until there was 1 song left. I decided not to sing Back to You. I got ready to sing I announced the next song Selfish until I saw a face I haven't seen since my listening party. I saw Ondreaz. We made eye contact and it was like he connected with me automatically. "You know what guys there's been a change of plans. I think I'll sing my back up instead" the crowd was just as puzzled as my band I walked back towards then and asked them to play Backup 2 which was the Back to You song. They started the music and the crowd started to go wild. 

After the chorus I knew that I related to this song more than ever. The second verse started and I saw Ondreaz staring at me I began singing:

We never got it right
Playing and replaying old conversations
Overthinking every word and I hate it
'Cause it's not me ('cause it's not me)
And what's the point in hiding?
Everybody knows we got unfinished business
And I'll regret it if I didn't say
This isn't what it could be (isn't what it could be)

It felt like we were the only two people in the room and I couldn't help but look at him. The pre-chorus and chorus came up and I was astonished at the way I felt:

I wanna hold you when I'm not supposed to
When I'm lying close to someone else
You're stuck in my head and I can't get you out of it
If I could do it all again
I know I'd go back to you
I know I'd go back to you
I'd go back to you
I'd go back to you
What was there wasn't sure
But I'd go back to you
I know I'd go back to you

I felt dizzy but the show must go on. I finished the song said good bye and carefully ran off the stage. I felt as if I was going to be sick. I stood against the wall to calm my head because it was pounding. My heart was beating so fast. Maybe I made a mistake being with Nick but, I can't go back to Ondreaz it hurt too much. All my friends came backstage and congratulated me. We all talked for a little  bit but Nick and Ondreaz remained silent. I told everyone I wasn't feeling up to going out for dinner and that we should go another time they all agreed and I told them I would meet them back at home. It was just Nick, Ondreaz and I left. "Isla.." started Nick, "Isla I know you still have some unresolved feelings for Ondreaz. I've tried to ignore it but, I don't think I can anymore. I want to be with you but I need you to want it too". Ondreaz started talking with tears in his eyes, "Isla, I love you so much I've never stopped. The day I cheated on you I was an idiot and I've never forgiven myself. Seeing y-yo" you could hear the strain in his voice. He was trying not to cry but it didn't help you could see the tears streaming down his face "Isla seeing you drive away and leave was the worst feeling. Knowing I hurt you and I would never get the chance to prove to you how much you truly mean to me". Ondreaz finished talking and Nick started again "Isla you need to choose. You have until the end of the night. You can't have both of us" I agreed and they both left the arena. I need to pick. I wasted all my time until I had no more to waste it was 11:50pm and I finally decided who to be with. I parked my car and made my way to his room. I knocked on the door and he answered almost immediately "I choose you".

A/N: Hope you guys enjoyed this chapter. I'm thinking of ending the book soon and give you guys and epilogue. Vote and Comment!!