Worthless
Whore
Piece of shit
All those voices rumble on
The hand that feeds
The hand that makes me bleed
Scares lay upon my skin
Tears soak the pillows
Nightmares ravish me
Darkness consumes me
Looking at the blade of fate
blade of pain
blade of numbness
Scarlett flowing out
Screams
Sobs
Questions
Loneliness
Remember
Must remember
My kingdom
M rules
My responsibilities
I am me
I am strong
I am worth the world
Chest tight
Breathing shallow
Feeling myself slipping
The stars dance in my vision
Must survive
Must live
I am Queen
Close eyes
Drifting in and out
Surrounded by family
Family
Heart is swollen not broken
I am okay
I will live
Don't let them know
Keep to self
They may lock me up where the crazie roam free
Hot water draping my naked battered body
Fight to win
Fight for self
Fight for family
I won't let the abyss win
Not dead, but alive
Survive
I am Queen!
