Random Thoughts & Notes

kaksikud

i don't understand
but i guess i don't really have to
staring at the ceiling at night with my head clouded with images of you
and the words you spoke burn deep in my chest
leave my mind, close my eyes, and let me rest.

i can't say im surprised
tho i expected more
you're the one i crossed the line for
the one i adore.

now dawn is the new night
and alcohol floods my bloodstream
i won't forget this headache
this so ever persistent dream
of you wearing white
in my bed sound asleep
like a virtuous angel
who i fell for knee deep.

i guess that i could try
to share my love around
but it's difficult when the very mention of your name
cuts me down.