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There are obviously some very painful ways to die but being told that your husband whose gone into war and won't be back is awful.

Now that is the most heartbreaking shit ever.
Or even if they haven't gone into war and they've died of whatever it is they died of.
It would still suck so badly. For the blood part family as well.

Sometimes I think whether it is worth the heart ache/break.
Would i survive getting told my soulmate is gone forever?
I picture myself crying to the point were I'm physically sick.
And then just suddenly go numb all over. I feel like I wouldn't be myself for a long time.

I'll say I'm very dramatic in my head honestly nobody will ever know how fuckin dramatic my head is.
It's like ADHD on steroids times 20
And that's for everything.

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