I didn't want you to worry (Depressed Uraraka x Bakugou)

Red

Uraraka POV:
I woke up feeling like hell, slowly I started to remember last night I was so drunk why???!! My thoughts spinning around my head i remembered I hurt Deku, I beat him up so bad HOW COULD I?!? Yes he cheated on me with Shoto but it was still wrong! And I have to face them all today. Slowly I stood up and went into the bathroom looking at the ugly red scars on my wrist, gently I covered them with foundation and started on my other arm. My salty tears burned as they mixed with the blood pouring down my arm. Both my parents were at work already so I knew I was alone. Quietly I wiped the blood and got ready, dad had left me my favourite cereal on the table. 'Why do they do so much for me and waste all there money on cereal for me?!' I whispered as I ate. Just before I left I covered the cuts with foundation but I knew it would be best to wear long sleeves just in case. Before I knew what I was doing I grabbed my razor and shoved it in my bag. On the way i saw Jirou and Momo they glared are me, there eyes like lasers burning into me but they couldn't see what I covered.

As I got inside everybody stared at me I was so ashamed. Dekus face was covered in bruises. Did I really hurt him that bad ?
Suddenly I heard a voice 'Hey Round Face' said Kacchan
'Why are you talking to me ?' I asked him.
'I saw what happened you were drunk and had no idea what you were doing but the others don't know that'
'I...'
'Class is starting you might wanna pay attention'
He walked back to his seat smiling, that smile was something I'd never seen I stared at him until I felt someone punch me in the face. I turned round to see an enraged Iida 'WHAT WAS THAT FOR?!' I yelled enraged! All I saw was blood, glistening red blood. I ran out of the classroom hearing Kacchan screaming at Iida. I wiped my bloody nose and took my razor. I sang softly to myself as I cut I counted as I did 1...2...3...4 then I stopped footsteps were walking down the corridor I cleaned my arm, covered it with foundation and went back to class. I began to cry silently.....