life is kind of crazy in the hospital life. if anyone doesn't know, I'm a paeds nurse, I work with young children and babies. so, 2020 please fucking heal quickly and all those people who have lost a family member, friend or whoever, my condolences to you. this year is on a whole new level of fucked up. we thought 2019 was bad, 2020 is worse and scary. everyone please fucking stay home, we stay here for you, stay home for us. frontline workers are risking their lives, essential workers are risking their lives, young and old can die from this. please, do yourself and everyone a favour stay home, stay safe, stay calm. focus on what is around you, stay of social media, get creative. I love you all.