Day in and day out, I was just standing there, empty, sad, and alone. I went to school, but there was no one talking to me. They all hate me, and I don’t know why. I haven’t done anything to them. Maybe its because I’m depressed and sad all time? I don’t know. Probably.
I’m 17, depressed and alone. I’ve attempted suicide once by taking overdose with some painkillers, but that didn’t work. I also self harm a lot, its gone out of control. I self harm every day. I have a boyfriend, but he doesn’t know that I self harm.
But one day when we were sitting in my bedroom talking, he tried to hold me, but I pulled away. I don’t feel comfortable being so close to people. Then he sees the scars that bury deep within my wrist. He asked why did I do this? And I said that’s the way I have control over the things I feel inside. He’s asking how long I have felt this way. He’s feeling helpless because he doesn’t know what to do, or how to help me. I say its been a while, I guess I need better luck. And then I scream at her and tells her; baby never cut!
Nobody seems to get me, it feels like I’m all alone with my problems, that no one understands what I’ve been trough. I’ve gotten bullied at school and I got an eating disorder. I feel like my razor blades is the only friends I have. Everything is just falling apart for me.
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baby dont cut!
Historia Cortathis story is about a 17 year old girl who struggles a bit. she is suicidal and depressed, and self harm. the story will involve selfharm so * TRIGGER WARNINGS* her whole world is crashing down on her, and she cant take it anymore. her boyfriend do...
