Sorry I Couldn't Save You

Sorry I Couldn't Save You(4)

    I walked out of the guild and into the forest.I had no idea what I was doing but oh well,seems like my brain decides everything anyways.

    "Natsu Dragneel,"I hissed out under my breath."Why do I feel a tug at my heart when I say his name?"

    "I leaned my back against the tree and closed my eyes.The thought of Natsu saying I was weak hurt.I won't deny that it hurt...a lot.Tears were gathering in my eyes but I didn't cry.I,instead,buried my fist into the trunk of the tree.

    No matter what I feel,I will not forgive Fairy Tail.I don't regret joining them,in fact I'm glad that they made me realize how weak I was.At the same time though,I was mad and sad.

    I snapped my head to the left and slowly took my fist out of the tree.Someone is here and that someone is Natsu.He also brought his team.

    "Lucy,"Natsu said softly.I clenched my fists and he tensed."Lucy,come back."

    He sounded desperate.He sounded sincere.He sounded like he cared for me.I found myself yearning for his touch.

    "No,"I stated with a small chuckle.I had my head down.He had the look of surprize on his face but it soon turned into a determined one.

    "Lucy we want you back,"Erza said with her usual firm tone,however,this one had a slight crack in it.It sounded as if she were crying.

    "No,"I stated firmly just as she had but without the voice crack.I wasn't just going to go crawling back to them.They needed to pay.

    "Lushy,"Happy said quietly in a sad tone.He was crying and hugging onto Carla.Carla didn't do a thing.She was too busy trying to comfort Wendy.

    "Lucy,we need you,Fairy Tail is dead without you!"Gray shouted desperatley.He had hope,I just needed to crush it.

    "No,"I said once again.I felt tears coming down.No,I can't...I can't be crying,I shouldn't!

    "Lucy,Fairy Tail needs you,I would even leave the guild,just please...come back,"Lisanna said this time.She was crying.

    "I'm sorry...I'm sorry that I'm going down the wrong path,"I said.I finally lifted up my head only for them to look away,heartbrokwn.I was crying badly and my two hands grabbed a fistful of my hair as I shook my head.It isn't fair that they made me cry.

    I took a hop,jump,then flew.I didn't know where but I just wanted to get away from them.I hated them.They needed to be crying in despair.

    What is it that brings me to go onto the wrong path...I truly bring peoples' misfortunes.

    Omg you should listen to electric angel by miku hatsune.I luv that song!!!