Poems

Myself

I wish I could be myself lately

I feel like I’ve lost my individuality 

Ya know peer pressure is a real thing

And I didn’t think I’d fall for those things.

But instead, I’m sitting at home, writing out this song 

I don’t really know if anyone will hear it at all. 

I’ve got lots of big dreams and hopes in my mind

But when I wake up tomorrow how will I be defined

I mean, how far do I go till I have to cross a line?

Am I in the right mindset, and is this the right time?

I hear people all the time say “She’s not ready for that place?”

Well guess what world, Say it the fuck to my face

And I know I have people that will have my back

But it’s really hard to go when all I get is attacked

And I keep on pushing on every day and never retire

But that’s because deep down that’s what my heart desires.