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HE HASN'T TALKED TO ME since last time he was at my house, thursday. i don't know why it hurt so bad, he was like my bestest friend. my closest friend.
it was now saturday, i was laying down on my bed. i was reading some sort of instagram post when my phone went off in my hands.
FACETIME CALL INCOMING SHOTO 💞
🟢🔴 ANSWER DECLINE
i gasped, immediately pressing my thumb against the lime color.
a second later, his pretty face appeared on my screen.
"HEY SHOTO!" i smiled, leaning up on my bed. "hey.."
"do you wanna hang out today? i thought maybe we could go to the bowling alley, maybe starbucks? hold on...uh, video games? no, the park? or maybe we could-"
"actually no.." he stopped my rambling and cut right to the point, making me stop smiling. him speaking so seriously was nothing new and it was normal, but i had a really bad feeling at this moment about his tone.
"yeah? you know if you need to talk about anything i'm here."
he shook his head, "no it's nothing like that. it's about momo." my eyebrows came together, "oh? did she do something to you? 'cause i'll-"
"no y/n, listen to me-" he sighed. "do you want me to come over! cause if your sad about her-"
"no y/n! listen to me damnit!"
his tone of voice made my heart leap into my throat, it terrified me. the last time he used this tone was to yell at enji, his dad, that i know of. i was there and it scared the living shit out of middle school me.
"okay." i muttered out, waiting for him. my heart was beating so fast, i didn't know what he was going to say.
"we can't be friends anymore," he started. i opened my mouth to say more but before i had the chance to speak again, he started to speak again. "momo thinks you and i are too close, and she wants me to be focused on our relationship. she basically said she doesn't trust you around me-"
"so your just gonna let her ruin out friendship?" tear tugged at my eyes, waiting to be poured out. however they didn't, before my sadness came anger. "i cannot believe you!"
"y/n, i still want to be your friend it's just- she my girlfriend," he sighed again. "i have to give her my all, understand that."
"yeah. ok, todoroki." i huffed,
and with that i hung up, my anger was now out.
the second after i pressed the crimson button that confirmed the end of his and i's friendship, i cried.
and when i say cried, i mean it. the tears felt unstoppable, whenever i even thought about him for a millisecond, i'd cry even harder than the breakdown before.
and that's when i realized, i loved him. my feelings for him will never change. cried even harder, realizing that i'll never have that chance to say 'i love you' to him.
i sat on my bed looking out my window, it was already dark out. "it's whatever." i whispered, to myself.
we went from telling each other everything to two strangers.
