4 Years (A Nash Grier Fanfic)

Chapter 8

(Emma's P.O.V)

"Wh- what are you doing here?" I asked nervously.

"I've been meaning to talk to you..."

"C'mon Cam! I've only seen your for a few hours, since high-school. What could you possibly want to talk to me about?" I stated, my temper slowly rising.

"I just wanted to ask you something, sheesh."

"Okay, I'm sorry, I-"

"You never came back to the game", he said. "I got worried about you..."

"Well, okay, but-", he cut me off a second time.

"What happened between you and Nash, back there, during the game?" He questioned, seeming very concerned.

"Cam, nothing happened", I lied. "Why do you care anyways, it's not like we're even dating or-"

"Well that's the thing... We should be... Because... Well... I, uh,"

"You 'uhh' what?!", I yelled getting anxious.

"I still love you Emma. Ever since we were separated, I have always missed you since. I was always too scared to call, afraid that you've moved on from 'us', afraid that you didn't miss me at all..."

"But I did move on. Only because it hurt too much to know that we weren't going to be together any more", tears formed in my eyes.

"So why didn't you call, email, write a letter, something to let me know that you still cared?"

"But why didn't you!"

"Be-because I, I..."

He quickly stood up, and pressed his pink, smooth lips onto mine. I wish I did, I wish I loved it the way I did when we were dating, because Cameron was special. But I didn't feel any sparks like I did with Nash, which was weird. And it made me cry more.

"Don't cry babe"
I sniffed.

"Babe?"

Ugh, what have I done?", I heard him mumble under his breath.

"I'm jealous of you and Nash, okay? And I still love you, and I still want you back. Because you are special to me Emma..." "Goodnight".

And he left. Left me there alone with my thoughts. Two boys, one I knew forever, and the other who I just met and is way to crazy about me. I need to sleep. I should just die. But I'm not about that life...literally.