Internet Famous

009 | I guess this is it

Before the story starts:

• <— means another flashback

Taehyung's POV:

'Dear Beloved,'

'There are words I can't say to you in person. Like how our lips intertwined when I finally answered you. Or how joyous was I when I was around your arms, waiting for it to be published.

We never expected things to happened. I still remember the night we wined and dined, and somehow had lust in our eyes. You already know what I mean. It would be awkward to put it in a letter.'

•We were sitting near the couch. Namjoon looked at us very happily. He was ready to upload the solo songs I had made with all the extra love I could give to my children (I treat them equally)

•"Taehyung, I know I have just met you from the last two weeks. But it feels like we're so close. And I feel like I'm your father about to witness something really important from this milestone." Namjoon was crying out tears of joy, at this point. He really was the father figure I needed at this time. There were times that Jungkook himself was busy on interviews, and got busy at times.

•But Namjoon hyung and Jin hyung were there to help out, and gave me notes to be an idol and advice that would help me out.

•"Namjoon ahh, please don't cry. You'll make me cry too!" I exclaimed, just giggling while shedding tears as well. "But I can't help it, Tae! You just really are a son to me!" I came up to his desk and he stood up. I had hugged him, to commemorate this special moment.

•I had patted his back as he cried. If there was one person who should be crying, it should be me. But hey? I can't help but smile. I glanced at my adorable Kookie, who was smiling. I motioned my hands to come and join us to at least be this happy family.

•I may have just met them now, but they feel like family. I guess this is the feeling of a unique bond. I really wouldn't want it to fade away.

•There we were, hugging all together. I had felt another pair of hands come. Checking who it was, it was Jin. Jin with puffy eyes looked at us and hugged me too!

•"You're a fully fledged Idol!" He grinned at me. "But it hasn't even went on the Internet yet." He looked at me then stared at the Mac that Namjoon had. It was finally out. My emotions got ahead of me. It was mixed up. I was confused of how to feel! My knees felt heavy and the last thing I knew, I had tears in my eyes.

•The overwhelming feeling. I know I had just started. But this is the most happiest thing that has ever happened!

•I felt something in front of me. Hugging me real tight. The supporting, caring arms of a boyfriend came towards me.

•"Baby, I'm proud of you." We both looked at the screen and I couldn't help but squeal in my brain. And it was finally there. Published around Spotify, Apple Music, YouTube, and other sites to stream.

•The sight of seeing my name on that screen was just, wow. Then I heard the sound of party poppers! Ok, it maybe 12:00 AM, but who couldn't hurt for a party? Bars do this anyways. Endless partying. One thing I'm glad of is I didn't meet Jungkook there.

Jin was carrying a cake! And I had saw J-Hope! A man I had met around the third day I was writing the songs, celebrating. He had told me to calm down at times. He had told me to not pressure myself in the world of songwriting and producing songs, and I can use this as a foundation to make songs. I still remember what he had said about it, and it brung beauty to my heart.

•"Tae, don't feel too tense. No one expects you to release it as beautifully and perfect as you are ok? When you write, you have to feel the rhythm and jive in to the feelings you have along with it." He told me in a flashback.