I'm sorry [Discontinued]

I Love You

(By Billie Eilish)

It's not true,

Tell me I've been lied to

"Toni please, just tell me. I-I, I need to know, please" Cheryl said as she stood on one corner of their bedroom, arms around herself and more tears flooded down her face.

"Cheryl it wasn't like that-" Toni tried to say but was cut of by Cheryl.

"No Toni! I want the truth! Tell me, tell me this was all just some sick rumor, please.." Cheryl yelled as her voice cracked and her legs gave in as she slid down the wall, sitting on the floor as she faced Toni as she started crying.

Crying isn't like you, ooh

What the hell did I do

Never been the type to

Let someone see right through, ooh

"I'm sorry" Toni croaked out as she attempted to come near Cheryl.

"No, please, tell me why Toni? Was I not enough? Was I too ugly for you? Too fat? Maybe I was loveless..." Cheryl said as she looked into space as she trailed off " I know that I was never good with sharing and I'm sorry. Just tell me Toni, tell me what the hell I did, let me fix it" she said as her voice trembled.

Maybe won't you take it back

Say you were tryna make me laugh

And nothing has to change today

You didn't mean to say "I love you"

I love you and I don't want too

"All those times Toni, saying you loved me, saying I was special, sensational, even. What was that to you? Was it just nothing? Because it certainly wasn't nothing to me Toni. I was vulnerable, the most vulnerable I've ever been since- ... and you just, don't care. " Cheryl said with her voice quivering. Her eyes filled with what seemed to be never ending tears as they kept flowing out of her eyes, and her eyes, God her eyes looked so dull, dead even. The light that was once there that was brought by none other that Toni Topaz was gone, shattered and was replaced by a deep, dark, cold feeling that would make anyone shudder at the cold shiver that would run up their spines.

"and you know what hurts? I tell you everything, things that I never even told Jason sometimes, I feel truly vulnerable with you Toni, and at first I was scared, thinking that you'd hurt me, then it got better, I liked the feeling, because even if I felt vulnerable around you, I felt safe. God was I wrong about all those things, because guess what Toni, you did hurt me, and I used to like feeling vulnerable around you, but now, i hate that feeling, I hate it Toni, because with just a couple words, you can destroy me and you know it." Cheryl said as she finally got over her crying as she spoke, her voice was now filled with nothing but coldness, but most of all pain. She chuckled darkly as she stood up.

"Cheryl please, I'm sorry" Toni pleaded as she tried reaching out to her.

"To think that I left my family, for a person who doesn't even love me, who doesn't deserve  my love. I used to defend you to them and guess where that got me." she scoffed, bumping her shoulder harshly against Toni as she cried. After a couple second Toni could do nothing but collapse on the ground as she cried more and more.

Meanwhile, Cheryl's eyes were fogged as she tried driving to Thornhill while she was talking to Betty on her phone when suddenly a car came from her right and collided with hers, sending her car skidding along the road as it crashed against a tree.

(625 words)