I'm sorry [Discontinued]

Angel

Cheryl was standing the mirror drying her hair, a red towel around herself. Toni on the other hand was sitting in the bed admiring how beautiful and sexy Cheryl looked. She couldn't explain why, but ever since Cheryl got pregnant she looked even better. Maybe this was the pregnancy glow they were talking about.

"Why are you looking at me like that?" Cheryl asked, getting self-conscious, wrapping her arms around herself.

"Your just so fucking beautiful and sexy" Toni smiled.

"No I'm not" she sighed, "I'm getting fatter Toni. There's nothing sexy about that, and I always eat, god I must look like a pig" she said and held her head in her hands while shaking her head.

"Are you even hearing yourself right now?" Toni asked incredulously, "Baby every inch of you is perfect. You are perfect, you are beautiful, amazing and everything I could ever ask for" she said as she squatted beside her to look into Cheryl's eyes.

"I'm just scared" Cheryl said as she sniffled.

"Scared of what princess?" 

"That you'll realize how ugly I am and how fat I'm getting." she sobbed as she laid her head down on her arms, "I just don't want you to leave me because I love you" she sniffled.

The sight of Cheryl broke her heart, knowing that she was the reason why she was so broken. She didn't really think about how deep the damage she caused Cheryl was, but now she could see it. If she could go back in time and fix everything she would, but unfortunately, that wasn't possible.

"Baby come here" she said.

Toni stood up and so did Cheryl, her face bowed down as her hands covered it while she cried as sobbed. Toni then pulled her against her and hugged her tight as she laid her head on her chest, stroking her hair as she rocked them side by side. Then she lifted her up and Cheryl wrapped her legs around her waist. She carried her to their bed and she sat there with Cheryl on top of her as she tried comforting her.

"Alright, let's get you dressed alright?" Toni said, Cheryl just nodded.

 So she laid Cheryl down and headed to her closet to try and find something she could wear. She just decided on a pink hoodie and white fuzzy pajama pants. She walked back to Cheryl and dressed her. Putting on her underwear and bra, then the hoodie and pj pants. By the time Toni was done, Cheryl was feeling a bit better. 

Toni then got up and grabbed the camera Cheryl had and started setting it up on a stand to record what she was going to do next, all the while, Cheryl was looking at her confused.

"TT what are you doing?" she asked once Toni sat down on the char she dragged beside the bed.

"I'm gonna take a video of me singing to you so that whenever you feel sad, you can watch it, and maybe, I hope that it will cheer you up" she smiled, "You're always on my mind baby. You never leave it, not one second, and because of that, I always get inspired to write songs about you. I just finished this song a 3 days ago and I wanted you to hear it" then she started playing the intro on the guitar.

(play ze song)

Congratulations you've been
Pretending to be human
So well
Might even fool the neighbors
Reading your Sunday papers
I won't tell
But I know better than to
Bring up the weather with you
And talk about the rain
After you fall asleep I'll
Kiss both your eyes and cheeks
I know we're not the same

You're an angel
In disguise
You're an angel
In my eyes

I bought a house to live in
But you're the home I'm missin'
I know
Nothing good lasts forever
But nights with you are better so
Go slow
I never knew I needed you
Before I found you for the first time, hmm
I'm out of step, I'm off my feet
I'm waking up inside a dream
Teach me how to fly

You're an angel
In disguise
You're an angel
In my eyes

Ah, ah, wooh, wooh
Ah, ah, wooh, wooh

You're an angel
In my eyes
You're an angel
Are you mine, mine, mine
Tonight?
Tonight (Wooh)
Tonight, tonight (Wooh, wooh)

When the song was finished, she put down the guitar and looked straight into Cheryl's eyes and held her hands in hers as she gently caressed her face.

"You are an angel mi amor. The angel of my life, who brings me so much joy. I mean look at you, you are such an amazing human being. You've put up with my shit for so long and I'm sorry it took me so long to realize I was hurting you. But just know I love you, so much, and I am thankful for everything you do for me and for the love you give me, but most of all, thank you for giving me yet anther angel that I can cherish with all my heart. I promise that i'll protect you both and love you so much. I love you Cher bear" she smiled.

"I love you too TT" she smiled, sitting on Toni's lap, then they slowly leaned in and kissed. The kiss was full of love and compassion, it was overwhelming.

"My angels" Toni said as she placed her left hand on Cheryl's baby bump as the right held her cheek while their foreheads were pressed together.

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So I'll be posting it the 1st chapter of Dangerously in Love tomorrow so watch out for that. Please don't forget to vote and comment cause I really enjoy looking at your comments and I usually reply too. I'm also open to suggestions for next chapters. I love you all and stay safe! TOODLES!