Makoto blinked her moist eyes as she finally came back to her senses from the clouded memories.
"I can't believe they've betrayed me just like that." The girl sobbed as she crouched on the ground in darkness, with nothing but a flickering light pole to offer her some comfort.
She felt so alone and isolated in her suffering, like she had no one to rely on.
The flickering light illuminated her tear-laden eyes. Makoto had endured too much heartache and pain, and she could no longer cope with all the setbacks and disappointments. She felt betrayed and lonely in the face of an unjust world.
The girl felt devastated by the betrayal of those she had trusted with her heart. The pain of losing them was like a dark cloud that shrouded her worldview in bitterness and sorrow.
"You will face many defeats in life, but never let yourself be defeated"
But she had enough of everything, enough of what people think, enough of all the pain she felt, enough of the fakeness of this cruel world
she has no-one, she lost it and now all she is left in is just regret but life plays a different role, why the destiny must do this?, why must anyone should be put in this situation?
"No, no I can't "
"I'll never"
"I lost them all"
"They hate me"
"I was never worthy of it, I can never achieve it "
"I can't move on"
"This guilt will eat me alive"
But She must do it for her beings, for them, for everyone
"Sometimes life gives you unexpected ways for a very must reason you can never deny it"
"Why? I can never look at their eyes again"
"They were right. I am selfish" the girl cried
"No you are not" her inner soul confronted standing beside her looking at her eyes with seriousness
"They have set this image of you as a betrayer so firmly in their minds that they won't listen to anything you have to say. They didn't even try to hear your side of the story. They are so consumed by their own beliefs that they can't see the bigger picture. You did nothing wrong, and they never gave you the chance to prove yourself. It's not fair."
The girl could only look at her and hear her inner soul standing in front of her
"Why should you suffer for them when they don't care about anything but what that man has said?" Her inner soul challenges her, asking why she should continue to fight for people who only see her as a traitor. They don't deserve it, her soul says, and she should instead focus on taking care of herself and finding her own path
The girl wiped away her tears and looked at a light flickering, a spark of determination ignited within her. Despite the challenges ahead, she found the strength to move on and forge a better path for her people.
she felt resolute in her choice to move on and strive for a better future, one that was truly her own and one that would lead her people to the prosperity they deserved.
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FanfictionMakoto Shido, A female MTB rider , owner of 3rd idaten bike Neptune, who admire her brother kyoichi Shido as her role model Makoto's appearance- Makoto has brown eyes and black hair. She is always seen with a black tank-top inside a purple denim j...