𝗯𝗹𝗶𝗻𝗱 𝗹𝗼𝘃𝗲 ✰ 𝘅𝘂𝗲𝘅𝗶𝗮𝗼

quatre

wei ying and lan zhan dropped off xingchen, they walked him to his door, even though xingchen said he was able to go on his own.

song lan opened the door, and greeted them with a welcoming smile. "thank you wei ying, i wasn't sure how he would get home."

wei ying snickered, "i wouldn't let him go with some stranger. it was my pleasure, he's my best friend."

song lan grinned, and took xingchen's hand bringing aside him, thanking wei ying once more. song lan closed the door turning around to see xingchen walking to the living room. he quietly followed behind him, until he began tickling his rib cage area, causing the blind boy to fall forward. song lan caught xingchen falling beside him making sure neither of them hit there head.

"that could've been bad!!" xingchen pouted then smiled. song lan grinned, "well i wasn't expecting you to fall."

xingchen still laughing slightly picked himself up, and laid down on the couch after feeling his way to it.

"hey song?" the latter turned back and sat next to xingchen.

"hm?" "what would you do if you fell in love with someone you know you shouldn't love?"

the question was rather strange, song lan felt his ears turning a bright red.

"uhm.. well, i'm not sure myself. i would try to conceal the feelings and control them."

xingchen hummed messing with the hem of his jeans. lan noticed and cocked his head to the side, putting his hand on top of his.

"xingchen. is there something you wanna tell me?" song lan asked concern lacing his words.

the blind boy felt his cheeks get warm, he looked away, biting his lip.

"no..." zichen furrowed his brows, and turned xingchen's face back to him. "tell me xingchen, you know i won't be mad" xingchen took song lan's hand from his face.

"lan zhan and wei ying said they saw xue yang.. and he was staring at me."

song lan sat, suppressing the current emotions he felt when his friend told him that. though, xingchen could feel that his demeanor changed. he stood up beginning to walk to his room. song lan just watched from afar, clenching his fists tightly. he would never be able to tell xingchen how he truly felt about xue yang.

the fact he was a mafia leader already dawned on the boy, but now that his blind best friend who was innocent and naive had a crush on him what could he do? he couldn't trust him, he didn't care if xue yang promised not to hurt xingchen, he's a mafia leader. it's almost in their blood to murder and hurt others.

song lan stopped his thoughts when he heard xingchen upstairs yelp. he ran up the stairs faster than light, and tried to open his door, it was locked.

"xingchen!! chennie open the door." he persisted fiddling with the door handle. finally, the door opened the small figure appearing. he had red crossing his cheeks, and dusting his ears.

song lan walked in scanning the room up and down. he looked out the window, which was open the air blowing inside. the boy went over to go and close it until xingchen stopped him.

"wait! don't close it, i have a headache the air helps.." xingchen said a delicate smile covering his face. song lan just sighed and nodded, softening his eyes for his friend. 

"don't scare me like that." he said once more before finally walking out, shutting the door. xingchen quickly locked it as soon as the door clicked shut, he made his way to the window feeling for the hand that was tightly gripping the edge.