Hamilton ships part 2

Fem! Hamilton (Hamburr) a bit of angst and smut

Plot: just read the title and it's college for em

{TRIGGER WARNING: mentions rape- ((it wasn't purposeful, I'm just flowing with what I type))}

Aaron's pov

Alexanderia was cheating on me. I knew from her marked chest and neck. I sighed and just stayed in my room, she was texting me non stop, calling. Now she was at my dorm door, begging for me to let her in. I didn't. I didn't want to see her. She broke my heart.

"Aaron please...I want to apologize!" She said and I looked at the door, I sighed, maybe she'll just apologize and we'll be okay. Or she'll apologize and break up with me...

I walked over and unlocked the door, letting her in. She walked in, and I closed the door. Walking to the couch and sat down, she sat down and sighed.

"Aaron I'm sorry. I was wasted...and horny. I didn't mean to cheat on you." She said and I just looked at the floor before speaking.

"You always say that, but you weren't drunk! I was there Alex! You were getting intimate and close with John. You sat on his lap, ground against him! Fucking kissed him! Pulling him to another room and I followed and heard it all! You said you loved him!" I said yelling. She was shocked to hear me yell. I never was one to yell.

Tears in my eyes, as I continued to speak in a gentle voice.

"After it all, you said he was way better in bed than me. He told you to just leave me for him...and you..you said you probably will..."

I bit my lip as tears welled in my eyes. I hated this. I hated being hurt. Hated feeling like I'm not enough for her.

"Aaron...look. You mean everything to me. I don't know why I said that. I was in a haze after it. I love you." She said and scooted closer to me. She made me look at her with her hand and I just looked at her chocolate brown eyes. A lump was building in my throat.

"You don't hurt someone you love Alex...maybe you should just break up with me...we've been together since junior year in high school. You could have anyone you wanted there and you still can here in college. I don't satisfy you anymore...you just stay with me so I can be hurt by all this. You love hurting me..." I say, before looking away and pushed her hand away.

"Aaron...I cant..I cant break up with you. I love you to much..." she said with tears in her eyes, I snicker at this.

"Well I can. Alexanderia we are done. I can't keep getting hurt like this. And go ahead and cry those fake tears. You'll get over me so quick you'll have John inside you just like that. Now please go." I said and she was shocked. She tried saying something but I sent her out.

I lock the door and let out a soft sob. Covering my face as I rocked back and forth. If i'm not enough for her than I'll never be enough for anyone.

Alexanderia's pov

I stood at his door, I heard soft cries from behind it. I tear up and put a hand on the door and sadly pressed my forehead against it.

I walked off to my dorm, feeling empty, dread, guilt. I hurt Aaron..I really did love him. But I let John take advantage of me and had sex with him. Multiple times till I had given him a compliment like that.

I sat on the floor and cried, I'm such a fuck up. He wasn't wrong when he said I could've had anyone in highschool and even in college. But he was the one I'd marry. Start a family with but no I fucked it up.

3 months later

Third person pov

Aaron was doing a little better. He was himself again, he made a mew friend, potential girlfriend, Theodosia. He was happy with her. He missed Alex but he knew how much she hurt him. Plus she seemed so much happier without Aaron. She was with John but pushing his hands away. Like she didn't want him to touch her. She wore tighter clothes and always looked...slutty.