i feel like crying but the tears not dropping. So my mom called out names to us, fat shamed my sis, made comments on me, my brother, ...it was very close to emotional abuse, said "die" to me and my sis with a very beautiful tone, but being their child, we could do nothing other than listening our parents saying "I'll see them when they eat poop". We never ask you to born us, we ofc respect you, why wouldn't we be? you gave us a home, things, let us study, clothes every basic facilities, we don't hate you ma pa, just don't like your this side,. Your emotional manipulation eat us inside. You make us cry, make us uncomfortable, god knows how many times i tried to share the things with you about my mental health, abuse, my heart broken, but every time i stop ma pa because there is something always holds me back and when you say these things to us, act like this.... and you know what i don't regret even a lil bit. When i was in 10th grade, no one of you asked me how and why drop almost >20 kgs in just three months, you didn't ask about what i went through,
since 4-5th grade yall kept fat shaming me, called out names"moti (fatty)" etx, it tore my heart, it wasn't easy for me but isn't it weird ma pa when your child is thin and pretty you like them more!? huh
i just wanna shout out to you "NEVER BE YOUR CHILD FIRST BULLY" but i know I can't because i am your child and since you're spending money on me I don't have any right to say and might never will be according to you.
I most of the time love you respect you, think about when dreaming about my life ahead etc but when you try to be like this I can't help but to despise you
i am sorry for not being perfect, i am so sorry for not being a good example to my siblings, i am sorry to fail your expectations i love and understand you both, please love and understand us too please
