Imagines

Pain. (Mr. Beats; Hodgy)

One Thing Demands To Be Felt.

Pain Has Got It's Wish. 

I Endure The Pain You Felt.

I Decide To Clean My Dish.

Your Tears Made Me Sad.

Your Heart So Kind.

My Tears Made You Mad.

My Eyes So Blind.

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Gerard Damien Long.

He has been home by himself.

Repeating the tears of pain that his wife has left for him to bear.

The last words he has heard from his son and wife were 'Goodnight Daddy/Hodge.'

When he awoke from his rest on Dec. 1, 2014; he found a note on the kitchen counter saying,"We are gonna give you time to get yourself together."

He didn't understand what she meant so he contacted her,"Bae, Whatchu mean y'all are gonna give me time to get myself together?"

Her voice rang into his ear,"Me and Trent are staying at a condo until you control the amount of alcohol and weed you consume a day." 

Hodge rubbed his face in confusion,"Why?" 

Yn's voice was raspy and she sounded tired,"Hodge... I found Trent in the kitchen with your liquor bottle full of vodka in his hand. He came to me and asked me to open it... What I am saying is you do not have to stop drinking and smoking... you just have to lower the number of how much you have a day and lower how often you use it."

Hodge sighed and licked his lips,"Alright Babe, I love you and Trent." 

Yn responded with a sad voice," We love you too Hodge."

Gerard thought for a minute,"Wait, what if I get horny while your gone? What do I do?"

Yn lightly giggled and yawned,"The same Gerard, But you are gonna have to make that lotion bottle your best friend for now."

Hodge whined and whined,"Nooo, How bout I get the cat more often then I'll cut down my Drinking and Smoking."

Yn sighed with tiredness,"No Hodge, but this is the last time you will hear from us until you get right and I got work so I'll talk to you when you get yourself together."

It is now Dec. 19, 2014. Meaning Hodge has been 2 weeks and 5 days away from them.

Hodge was lying on his back with his hands rested behind his ears, thinking on what would it be like if he never took that first shot glass at Thebe's 20'th Birthday Party.

As his thoughts of his actions on taking his first drink/smoke, he heard the doorbell ring.

The sound of the bell caused him to jet out of bed and downstairs to the door. 

To his suprise it was just Amy, his co-worker, she regularly takes him out for lunch or breakfast because he forced himself to not eat.

"Hey, Amy. What're we going to eat today?", Hode questioned with sadness.

"Gerard, don't be sad. But we are going to a bar to test your skills. So go get dressed!", Amy shooed him with her cat nails and sat her jacket on the coat hook.

As Amy placed a seat on the couch, getting comfortable; Hodge headed upstairs and took his time with a shower, hygiene, and closet picking.

Right when he got on his grey joggers and his red and white Roshe's, the doorbell rang agian.

"I got it!", Hodge ran down the steps answering the door in only his pants and shoes.

He noticed Yn standing there with Trent on her hip and a few bags,"Oh, uh Heyy Yn? What are you doing here?"

Yn stepped past Gerard and walked into the living room,"Hey Gerard, I came to drop Trent off because I hav-..." 

Hodge, froze as he seen Amy and Yn glare at each other then at him.

They both said at once,"Who is she?"

Trent got down and turned on sprout, paying no mind to his mother and father and the new lady he has never seen.

Hodgy slowly walked up to Yn, wrapping his arm around her waist,"Uhh, Yn ths is Amy one of my co-workers. Amy this is Yn, my wife."

The tension built up in the room,"Hodge, a co-worker can mean more than what is told. Who is she to you?" 

Hodgy looked at Amy with sorrow,"Tell her Amy."

Yn stood with anger and sadness,"Tell me what?! Di-Did you cheat on me with her?"

Amy chuckled and ignored Yn's comment,"No Mrs. Long. Haha, Please sit." 

Yn sat down next to Amy and watched her give different emotions,"Mrs. Long, Gerard has stopped drinking and smoking as a whole, but in the process he also stopped eatting. So one day I offered to go to lunch with him and he denied the idea saying he doesn't eat anymore. Now, I took that as a danger because you need food. I accepted the fact he stopped eatting but I noticed he started getting skinnier and skinnier each week or day I seen him. So I followed him home one day and right when he got out of the car I dragged him to my car and took him out to eat. So ever since then he depends on me to take him for lunch, breakfast, or even dinner because he knows I worry about him loosing too much weight."

Yn understood her factor of helping her husband and she granted Amy with hug of thankfulness,"Thanks, I'm sorry we came off on the wrong foot."

Amy smiled and ignored her word of sorrow,"We are fine but I'll leave if you guys are gonna have lunch together instead. Maybe I-... Looks like I gotta go because Micheal wants me home early. Bye Yn, Gerard and Trent."

As Amy left Yn looked at Hodge with confusion,"How does she know Trent's name?" 

Hodge smiled and held onto her waist,"I talked about him alot."