He Doesn't Love Me Back.. [tododeku]

Chapter 1

This book contains:
-triggering topics
-attempted suicide
-tododeku
-angst and fluff
-happy ending
-music at top for feels

unedited
Deku's POV
I plug in my headphones and listen to a song called 'death bed' by powfu (song at top).
I was sick of people talking to me.
It was tiring. And non-stop.
I buried my head into my arms on my desk.
We had a free lesson, so I wanted to sleep.
I eventually gave in to Uraraka, as she was constantly repeating my name.

"Okay! I give up. What is it Uraraka?"
"Well, I'm having a party so I was wondering if you'll come? All of 1A is coming, except Mineta of course!" she beamed, a look of disgust as she said Mineta's name.
"Fine I guess."
"Okay!" and with that, she ran off to Iida.

your pathetic.
I know.
Why haven't you killed yourself yet?
Go away.
You fucking wish.
Ugh.
Die you pathetic worthless, quirkless mistake. Take Kacchan's advice and take a swan dive off the building.
"Shut up!" I yelled, before covering my mouth.
"Sorry.."

Todoroki walked over to me.
"Midoriya.. is everything okay?"
"I'm fine."
"Please tell me." I heard worry in his voice.
"Okay but not here."
he nodded and went back to his seat where Yaoyorozu was sitting.
Today was going to be a long day.

time skip because I want to

I got up from my desk as I heard the bell ring.
Hooray.. time to get abused.
i walk towards the door before remembering what Todoroki said to me.
I didn't want to tell him though...
before I could do anything, Todoroki was next to me and dragging me outside.

"T-Todoroki? Wha-"
"So, we're alone. What's wrong, Midoriya?"
"I.."
if I tell him I'm abused he'll help, right?
what about mom? she'd abuse me more.
i got it! i'll tell him and ask to stay with him.
"I'm abused. I.."
"Midoriya.." he hugs me.
warm...
"What else Midoriya? Do... you self harm?"
this was the question I wanted to avoid.
"I.. Uh.."
"Show me Midoriya.. I won't judge you."
i roll up my sleeve and show him the millions of scars littering my skin. new and old.
he hugs me tighter. "any more?"
i hesitate. "just my stomach and legs."
"you're safe now Midoriya."
"can I go home with you? I don't want to be abused again..."
"yes, of course Midoriya! i wouldn't make you go through that again."
i smile. maybe he cares.
idiot, no one does.

We walk to Todoroki's car and he opens the door for me.
"Enji, Midoriya will be staying with us as he is being abused at home."
"Mhm." he grunted.
I got in and buckled my seatbelt.

I wondered what would happen next.