ᴛᴏɢᴇᴛʜᴇʀ [•JENO•]

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Jeno and I finished the food, but no one talked "you want to to home" he asked me, breaking the silence

"Not really, to be honest I enjoy the peace right now" I said, looking at the sky through the window

"You want to go and meet my parents" he asked, his voice a whisper.

I turned to him, nodding my head. He smiled, turning the car on and driving on the streets. It didn't too us long to arrive at the graveyard, I took Jeno's hand. Because I felt nervous, not because I'm going to see his parents resting.

But because I felt sorry....after all my family ruined his, and his life

We arrived at the cemetery, the dark making it all a bit spooky. I took Jeno's hand, he lead us to the place where his parents were resting.

We just stood there in silence, looking at the names. I gulped down a lump in my throat, and blinked my tears away. But it didn't work

Tear after tear rolled down my face, Jeno looked at me in suprise

"Hey, why are you crying"
He placed his hand on the back of my head, pulling me into his chest. I don't know why, but I felt so sad.

Sad that Jeno will never see his parents again, just because of my family.

"I'm sorry" I whispered, hugging him tightly

"What are you sorry for, if you think that you have to feel sorry just because of your parents then don't. Because you have nothing to do with it" He pulled away from the hug, his arm still around my shoulder and the other one was wiping the tears away

"Do you understand me, nothing of this will ever be your fault" I nodded, hugging Jeno again. He let out a breath running his hand through my hair.

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Jeno and I were driving back, he was holding my hand while silence took over us. It wasn't uncomfortable, we both just wanted to get home, shower and sleep.

We didn't stayed too long at the cemetery, because Jeno said that he didn't wanted to make me feel uneasy. I somehow felt sorry that I acted that way, but he wasn't mad at all.

We decided to go and see my parents tomorrow, Jeno wants to comfort them as soon as possible. And I could understand that, I'm going with him. Because I want to hear, what a stupid excuse or reason they had, to ruin childrens life 

Jeno just wanted the truth.....so he can move on

So he can live a life, without thinking of the past.

"Are you tired"I herd his ask, I turned my head towards him.

"Yeah, I just want to sleep" he chuckled, squeezing my hand a little