Moments (A One Direction Fanfic) NOT FINISHED

Chapter 4

Since this was going to be a long night, I wanted to relax myself. I went outside to Carley's car where I had a joint of marijuana hidden in the crack of the seat. 

I pulled it out, light it up and puff by puff I got more relaxed. My eyes got low, my arms got fluid-like and my mind was too fucked up to even have one care in the world. 

"Emily?!" Liam yelled from the front door and I threw down the joint and stomped it out.

"Just grabbing my phone out of the car! I'll be inside in a second!" I yelled back. Then I grabbed two of the xanexs out of my pocket then tossed them to the back of my throat. 

Walking inside was kind of tricky considering I was pretty high but when I opened up the door all eyes where glued on me. Carley noticed my peculiar state and questioned me, "Are you alright Em?" 

"Yeah... why wouldn't I be? Hey Liam do you have any pizza, I'm starving." I laughed stumbling into the kitchen.

"Nope. But we can order some." he answered slowly, staring at me as I wobbled back out into the living room. I smiled then went and plopped down on the floor next to Harry. 

"You okay?" he whispered in my ear. My eyes gave him a confused look so he would think that I didn't know what he meant but I'm almost positive he knew. 

"I called the pizza place and they can't deliver for some odd reason, but they have our order and we can go pick it up. Harry you want to go get it?" Liam chimed in. 

"Ya sure. Em come with me..." Harry said quickly which got everyone's attention and an odd look from Liam. 

"Erm.... ha alright!" I snickered, trying to balance myself as I stood up. Then I skipped my way out of the house and to the car. Harry was not far behind me and he hopped in the driver's side fast. The car started up and we drove out of the driveway.

He stayed quiet for a little bit but he finally chose to speak up, "Em look I know you're fucked up right now but why?" 

Shit. Was it that obvious? I really hope Liam and Carley didn't notice. 

"What do you mean why?" I gave attitude.

"Why do you do this..? To yourself? You and I both know what your ultimate goal is by doing this Em.  And I know you've been dying to let it out so tell me why?" he asked me with so much concern. He sounded like he cares, which is what I only got from two other people and because of that I feel like I need to tell him.

"I'm not happy. My dad was an abusive drinker and my mom is a drug addict so I've grown up dealing with that. Then I got into a relationship with a guy I thought loved me back but I'm now starting to realize he doesn't...." I choked out with the tears building in my orbs. 

I picked back up, "...and he abuses me severely. That's why I'm bruised all over.." I was looking him in the eyes with tears pouring from both our eyes. Harry quickly pulled over into a parking lot, got out of the car and came over to my side. I opened up my door when he got over there and as I stood up he already had his arms open, inviting me into his muscular arms for security and comfort. I fell straight into them.

We were standing in the random parking lot hugging and crying together. He kissed the top of my head and I started to blush in between my cries. 

"I will always be here for you Emily." he said with much empathises on the "always". 

"Thank you Harry." I squeezed him a little tighter. We released each other and got back into the car. 

He started down the road again and I began thinking to myself, Why do I blush so much around Harry? Do I have feelings for him? No. There's NO way I do. I can't fancy Harry Styles. 

"We're here." he said breaking my thoughts. I grabbed my phone and got out of the car. By the time Harry and I were done in that last parking lot my high wore off. Harry held the door open for me and we both went inside and grabbed the pizzas, then went back to the car. 

Harry wasn't done talking about the subject from earlier and I could tell. Any second now he would ask me more questions.

"Why are you still with him?"  he asked proving me right. 

"As I said I'm now starting to realize he doesn't love me. I want to leave but it's way more complicated then you think it is. If I could break up with him and there be no problems or assault I would." I got serious.

"Do you need me and Liam to step in?" he asked trying to intervene on matters.

"Nope. That will only make things worse. And please don't tell Liam about what we just talked about. Please Haz." I tried to sound sincere. 

He didn't say anything but I'm hoping he got my message. We got to the flat quicker this time and when me and Harry went inside to see everyone watching a movie. Liam paused it and everyone got up to go get some pizza in the dining room. 

"Well you guys sorta took a while." Carley exclaimed, violently winking. What a twat. 

I gave her an awkward look, "Anywaysssssss." I carried that out. 

Everyone sat there and kept eating their pizza while the boys chatted about their US Tour some more and talked about the next album. Of course they wouldn't give us any hints but I'm glad they informed us on what was going to be on it, like sound wise. 

"I'm tired guys so I'm gonna go to bed. Are you lads going back to your flats?" Liam asked Harry, Niall, Lou and Zayn as he was standing at the bottom of the staircase.

They all shook their heads saying yes and hugged me and Carley goodbye for now.

"Bye mates. And good night Emily. I'm glad to see you again." Liam ran back over to me and hugged me, I hugged back. 

Li walked back over to the stairs and went up them. The rest of the boys all started walking out of the flat except for.... Harry? He closed the door behind them and came back over  to the couch where I was and sat down. 

"Erm, what are you doing?" I asked sheepishly. 

"I wanna stay here and chill with you two." he smiled.

I shrugged my shoulders, and we decided to finish the movie that Liam and the rest started. Not too much farther into the movie did Carley fall asleep in the recliner across from the couch. Eh, not going to lie I was pretty tired too and I noticed myself sort of lying on Harry's shoulder. Usually I would pull myself away fast but this time I didn't want to. I felt secure and safe in this moment. 

"You tired?" Harry spoke up in a really sleepy voice which was incredibly hot.

 "Mhmmm." I hummed back slowly looking up at his drowzy eyes. 

 "You want to just lay here...... with me?" he quesitoned me again. I smiled and with that he knew that I was saying yes. Harry and I situated ourselves to a comfortable position on the couch and before I drifted off he said something again, "Good night Em. It was great meeting you." And he kissed the top of my head which made me blush as I suddenly fell asleep. 

A/N Sorry it has been sooooo long! But I finally got you guys a chapter and I'm hoping to update tomorrow as well! Feedback would be wonderful! Love you guys and thanks for reading<3 xx