If I Stay (Supernatural Fanfic/ S.W.)

If I Stay

Okay hey guys! I bet a lot of you didn't know I was a huge fan of Supernatural haha. But I just wanted to say that this story plot is all my idea. I only have Sam & Dean Winchester and Castiel, I haven't gotten to have a break from writing in a really long time so I've been taking a break and I decided to spend my break by starting to watch Supernatural. Therefore: I'm only on season 5. Anyways, all characters are from my imagination except the Winchester Brothers (obviously) and Castiel. So cred it to CW!!Thanks for checking this out!

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This story is coming soon. So I'm not writing it now. I will make a huge deal of it when I do though. Thank you all so much! FYI: the main character is a 21 year old girl named Collins Jacoby. :)))))

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10:23

I slowly turned the doorknob in confusion, wondering where I was. A house, obviously, but who's house it was I didn't know.

"Cas?" My eyes darted around the room. I called out his name once again but nothing seemed to work. As my work boots brought me across the nursery I approached Cas while he held Kerrington. Now everything started to come back to me, Kerrington was the baby's name. Pictures hung all over the pink bedroom of her with a woman and me standing beside her. My fingers brushed across the photograph as I realized what this was. This was my family. That was my..daughter. I gulped smiling in hopes that nothing bad was going to happen.

"Isn't she beautiful?" I smiled looking down over his shoulder, smiling seeing the woman from the pictures in my daughter's face. Although I spoke loud and clear Cas just continued to sing and talk to Kerrington.

"Cas?" As I rested my hand on his shoulder my fingers fell through his shirt and skin not even making contact with his body. I slowly backed up knowing and remembering it was all just a dream. The usual would happen, I would watch Cas sing to Kerrington and then Dean would come in and take Kerrington away.

Right on time, the door flew open and a whole flash of light bled through making me back up into the wall covering my eyes with my forearms. As I covered my eyes and did my best to not open my eyes a voice screamed across the room : GET HER TO THE PANIC ROOM.

Dean?

"Dean?!" I yelled peeking through one eye, "Dean?" I repeated.

Light sobbing filled the room as the flash of light slowly took its time on making its way out of the room. A woman rested on her knees as she wept into her hands and whimpered beside the cradle. Realizing Cas and the baby were gone, as well as no Dean, my stomach began to turn. My previous dreams never included this.

"Hey are you alright?" I asked softly kneeling beside the woman. Her body was a lot smaller than mine. She wore a plain green t shirt that was far to big for her, and short pajama shorts that were white and partly a faded pink.

My jaw clenched as I realized the woman had no knowledge of my existence. Once again I peered over her shoulder and crouched down on my knees. She quickly wiped from under her eyes and looked down at her left hand.

"I'm so sorry..." she whispered. Slowly but reluctantly she slid off her wedding ring and stood up as she covered her mouth.

All of the sudden my heart began to beat of my chest, which wasn't the first time I felt this way. I've fought ghosts to ghouls to demons to even angels. I've watched families be ripped apart because of the monsters that haunted their dreams, but nothing compared to this feeling. This feeling of guilt and shame.

The woman walked over to the picture that hung on the wall above the cradle that I had just admired and weeped as she dismantled it and rested it on the pillow of the cradle. Her face still was blocked from her stringy brown hair.

I gulped as I slowly pushed back a piece of her hair. Tears streamed down her face as her body shook as well. Suddenly a peace of mind seemed to take over her body as I stroked her cheek. Why was she so different than everyone else? Why did she have such an emotional set back on me?

"Sam?" She whispered. Her hands took ahold of the edges of the cradle as a tear fell to the floor, "I promise."

A silence fell and the woman vanished, leaving me alone after blinking multiple times. I swallowed my pride and looked into the cradle, there lay a picture. The picture of a family, my family, of me, the baby...and the woman. Beside the picture was a ring, a small ring perfect to fit a small delicate finger. My hands wiped away a stray tear that fell down my cheek.

I closed my eyes and tried to dream my way out of this.

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"Sam?" My eyes flew open as I shot up in my bed. All I could see in front of me were two eyes. Circling blue, with yellow that wrapped around the pupil making her eyes glow with a sudden beam of light.

"Everything is okay." She gently laid me back down in bed and I closed my eyes, "I promise."