I got you. Sweetpea/OC

I got you. pt. 1

I saw him, for the first time since I was 12 years old. My heart sank to my stomach and then started beating so fast, that it made my head spin.
My whole body froze in place, unable to move from the fear I thought I got over. I thought I was over it- but somehow I knew that maybe if and when, I finally saw him again, It would all come rushing back.. and it did.
It hit me so hard, that my stomach twisted in knots, making me feel nauseated, I tried desperately not to throw up the burger I had earlier, so I didn't talk. I tried desperately to get Jen to notice my fear and get me walking out the door, but she was too preoccupied with waiting for her turn in line.

I just gulped down the lump that was in my throat, he then finally noticed me. His dark eyes looked at my figure, and I thought for a second that he didn't have the heart to come and talk to me- but of course; he had no heart. How could he after what he did to me? Ripping away my innocence without so much of a second thought.

I suddenly wished Sweetpea would walk in, but how can I be so stupid and tell him that I would meet up with him after me and Jen finished at the convenience store.

"Y/N, wow, it's good to see you after all these years-" Jen finally noticed him after he spoke up, my eyes looked up at him and I let out a shaky breathe, and my fists balled up, the voice that haunted my dreams for years, finally spoke up and he smiled menacingly, and continued, "- I didn't think i'd see you again after me and your aunt broke up. You've grown up, haven't you."

Jen, suddenly stepped infront of me, blocking his view of me, and I finally felt like I can move. "Get away from her, you sick fuck!" She exclaimed, making everyone turn their eyes to us. But I didn't care as I immediately bolted out the door, not being able to hold in my puke anymore, and ran till I got as far away as I can, till the burger I ate earlier came flying out of my mouth.

I stood up and tried so hard to get myself to stop shaking, and tears started pooling out of my eyes. "Hey, y/n! Sweetpea said you two would be here." Fangs, walked up to me and with a smile- but it immediately went down when he noticed my face. "What happened?" He asked.
"Y/N! Everything's gonna be okay." Jen threw her arms around me, but I couldn't take feeling smothered, so I pushed her off me.
"Don't! Please- I'm sorry." I said, backing up a little.
"Okay, I'm sorry." She said, understanding how I must be feeling. She's the only one who knows what happened to me. I never told anyone else. Not even Sweetpea. I was scared to tell him. Scared of what he'll do. He's already so protective of me, that he might try do something stupid and heroic, that may take him away from me forever. He'd lose his mind, if he ever found out.

"Y/N. Jen. What's the hells going on?" Fangs asked again, getting worried about me.
"Nothing. Let's just go, Sweetpea must be waiting for us." I said walking away, not letting him ask again.

I was walking up ahead, trying so hard to get myself to calm down before I got to Sweetpea, otherwise he'd see right through me and know there was something wrong, I heard Fangs and Jen whispering behind me. Fangs trying to get Jen to tell him what happened.
"Its not mine to tell, Fangs. So drop it." She stated, he sighed letting it go.

I round the corner to the white worm and my eyes connected with Sweetpea's. Of course he was waiting outside for me. I thought I had pushed it down, I thought I was okay again, but seeing Sweetpea, I felt all of it again and couldn't hide it from him anymore. I started hyperventilating and tears started forming in my eyes and my legs felt like jelly- almost giving up on me.
His eyes lit up when he saw me- but changed to concern as he immediately jumped toward me, catching me before I fell to the ground.
"Y/N! Hey!"
I broke down in his arms, burying my face into his chest. "Shit- baby! What happened?!" He said as I held onto him for dear life, because I needed to feel safe again, he made me feel safe, wrapped up in his big arms. "I got you. I got you."