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Donghyuck sighed at the chaos the students made when leaving the classroom. Pushing his glasses back he gathered his papers for the day and walked out of the classroom.

"Good Afternoon Mr bae." Girls bowed at him clearly having a big crush on him. He smiled nodded and left the hallways.

Donghyuck was much thinner, sleak and gorgeous, like a doll from a fantasy. As he walked through the hallways that gave him nostalgic memories of a certain someone it broke his heart. As the days bled into years, People forgot and new heros rose to the childrens liking. Yuta left to Japan, Hendery to Germany and Lucas to Asgard. Everyone left Donghyuck behind, even Jaemin had left with Renjun to live with the elves after killing Jeno out of anger and betrayal. The green eyed boy no longer was the bubbly silly boy he was. Donghyuck passed the comic section in the book store for he stopped believing in them ever since his lover died for his eyes.

"Oh dear you are buying a crime story? Thats not like you." The store keeper gasped.

"Perhaps I just grew up Aunty." Donghyuck smiled softly as he paid for it and left.

Mark died that day, Leaving Donghyuck like an orphan in a cold world. He had nothing of the older to to hold on as a memory, everyone was trying to erase his memories. There werent solid memories, nor did Donghyuck have a baby of the older. It was all in his head and it was getting harder to survive.

Irene and Yeri knew nothing about everything that happened and found it pretty weird why their little bundle of joy was so gloomy and had lost his shine. Donghyuck wiped his tears, it always flowed down at random times. He felt lonely and abandant in this world.

"Sparkles? Baby eat your food." Donghyuck whispered scratching the dogs ears.

"Woof!" Sparkly whined eating her food.

Its been six long years since the fateful day, alot changed, people left, Donghyuck grew up but the scar on his heart always hurt in yearning. He cried so hard sometimes it made Sparkly so heartbroken. The boys window was sealed, for it conjured the memories of Spiderman swinging inside.

"I should have died right?" Donghyuck ruffled Sparkles head whispering.

Johnny often checked on the aurburn haired boy but at times he wasnt strong enough to face the crying boy. He was crowned king, people loved him and cherished the giant. Taeyong was in prison and people lived happily except for Donghyuck. He couldnt move on.

"Mr Bae? Please go out with me?" A pretty girl whispered leaning on the table.

"For a guy who saw his boyfriend die in his arms, I dont think I will. I wont love again for I love him and only him." Donghyuck whispered walking away.

Love, Was something he didnt want to believe in anymore, he had casted away his book that Mark had gotten for him. It remained too much of the handsome older. Regret harboured deep within his soul for he never apologised for what he had said that day when he found out it was Mark. And the regret of never confessing his love to the older.

"No one really cares do they?" Donghyuck chuckles bitterly the plague had diasppeared and the souls had returned to their owners, Xiaojun and Jungwoo went back home so Lucas and Hendery had no reason to stay behind. No one cared for Donghyuck, no one wanted to share his grievences. They were happy, they were complete but Donghyuck wasnt. Johnny was married to Ten a gorgeous Thai man who never failed to check on him always. It was only them and Jaemin along with Renjun and his parents checked on him. It was as if Marks friends awaited his demise.

"Woof!" Sparkly kept barking her life out finding Donghyuck flat on the bathroom floor. Renjun and Jaemin who were on their way to the green eyed boys house rushed inside only to find Donghyuck in a puddle of blood.

The boy had slit himself again, sometimes it might sound ridiculous to be still hung over a guy who died several years ago but for Donghyuck it was still like yesterday.  He felt the pain each day even though seasons have changed past the years. Specially when Donghyuck carried the scar of a sacrifice called Love.

The ambulance drove away with Jaemin crying buckets, those green orbs big and distant and dull. As it were seeking for the older in all the places it set gazes upon. As the beauty was pulled into the hospital and the emergency Donghyucks eyes closed.

"Jaemin he will be fine." Renjun whispered.

"No! Cant you see what Marks death has done to him!? He's literally loosing his mind!" Jaemin screamed. "If only you guys attempted to revive him. All of you selfishly wanted him to die!" The red haired boy snarled pushing Renjun away from him.

"Jaemin! We all love him okay! Its not like only you guys do! That death was inevitable! The plague would kill him even if we revived him from death!" Renjun screamed back making Jaemin shudder as he hugged the boy tightly.

Donghyuck felt nothing, he didnt need an anesthisia since he was numb to the core of his heart. He was lost and hurt so much he didnt know what to do. He loved him so that it heart was about to burst. Why did he have to die? Why? Mark didnt deserve anything as such. If only Donghyuck had died that night nothing of this would have happened.

"Why did you slit your wrist?" A doctor asked him.

Donghyuck just burst out crying as Johnny and Ten rushed in with his bestfriends. The aurburn haired boy waddled to Tens arms as he cried and cried so bitterly even the doctors and nurses faught back the urge to cry with him.

"I love him so much Hyung!" Donghyuck screamed into Tens chest blacking out in his warm motherly embrace.

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