Carmen Walker
Detroit, MI."Bitch I need to smoke and Scar ain't answering." I laid across Lexii's bed, scrolling my phone. It was a Wednesday afternoon & it had been a few days since the shooting incident occurred "And I know that was his stupid ass shooting at me the other day. Fuck wrong with him?"
Scar was my drug dealing boo that I had been on and off with the past three years. I couldn't lie, that toxic shit turned me on but this was too far.
"Girl ya'll need to get it together." Lexii's face was also in her phone. "Ya'll so cute and that nigga got hella money, you bet not ever leave him."
I laughed. She was right about that, one thing for sure two things for certain, I don't fuck with no broke niggas.
"Girl his ass put me on, i'on need his money."
And I wasn't lying. He made connections for me as far as getting my name out there to gain the popularity I wanted on Instagram to promote sponsorships and host club events."Well teach me the game because bitch I am BROKE!"
I laughed. Lexii was too funny and a hot mess.
"Have you talked to my brother?" I questioned. Lexii had messed around w/ him a few times & he was really starting to feel her.She looked at me with a straight face. "Girl I've been avoiding Julio's ass..I know he got Maria pregnant and feel like he gotta explain when i'on give a fuck."
"Bitch you racist." I looked at her dying. My brother's name was Alejandro and his girl's was Isabella, but no doubt he had fell for her. Lexii had that effect on people no matter what they may have heard about her, they always ended up falling in love with her.
She sat up. "Lemme call your cousin mad ass to see if she'll fire up with us."
Xe'ona had been acting funny lately so I knew she was probably still mad about the other night. The two of us had been tight our whole life practically substituting for sisters rather than cousins. She was spoiled and ungrateful, she thought not having her mother around was an excuse for everything and I was sick of it.
"Girl I'd rather buy some weed than be around her miserable ass right now." I loved my cousin but she was going through something and I just couldn't get jiggy with the way she'd been acting, plus I had the money to buy weed. I had just gotten spoiled with getting it from my man for free."Well bitch call the weedman."
I sent Shoota a text.
"You think Shoota tryna fuck with her?" I can't lie I was a little jealous."Girl who knows? He be just trying to fuck and you know Xe prude ass is not going."
Yeah she better not.
Shoota and I were never really anything serious, we talked for a split second, but I wasn't the girl he wanted. If he didn't want me he damn sure couldn't want Xe...
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Insecurely Numb
General Fiction"I'll stop, but it's not today....I don't wanna feel my face, I don't wanna feel my face, look I don't wanna seal my fate." - Rod Wave✨ A story of three friends masking their insecurities with false personas, what's new? Drugs, sex, lies, money, wh...