It is a way for me to get rid of the pain I feel that I keep in so long when my friends keep telling let it out. I try to but it isn't easy for me when I'm so use to no hearing me cry out. People don't see behind the mask I wear were they don't worry about me. When I need people the most that is when most of my friends jump ship.My demon never leave me alone even when I read draw or listen to music it keeps shaking it cage trying to break out it always pissed off because it cannot it out of it cage.
