Kismet

Dribbled Tears

Alyssa's POV

Will he ever come back? Will I see him again? If yes, why not now? I'm willing to wait, but until when? I have a lot of questions in mind. But the true question I would like myself to answer is why not let him go? I know I love him that's why I'm still waiting. But I'm tired, I'm tired of waiting and getting hurt.

Besides, I'm not sure that his coming back. Why expect if you know you'll just hurt yourself? For the past five years, I've learned that expecting can hurt you. I already know that I'll be hurt, but how come I'm still assuming.

Maybe because he made a promise. A promise that he will be back. But I never mind that pomise, because I was too hurt. Until the time I missed him already. It caused me to believe in that promise. The promise that I never thought I would believe in.

But maybe, promises are really made to be broken. All the promises were either proved or broken. But there's no difference if I still believe that a promise can be made, that it wouldn't hurt myself.

What's the use of being prepared to get hurt if I'm already hurting even when the battle haven't started yet? Ignite my fire, let my inner strength help me choose the right thing to do. I should grow up. I shouldn't be an immature being, I'll be better when I'm older.

Besides what's the point of waiting when I'm not really sure that he still loves me. I'm just to foolish to even wait for something I know, will never come back.

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Jeron's POV

~Basketball court~

Jeron: Bakit ba ayaw ma shoot!!! Kanina pa ako nagtatry na maishoot tong pesteng bolang to!

*Biglang dumating si Thomas at may kasama siya.*

Someone: Baka kasi may kulang.

*napalingon si Jeron sa nagsalita.*

Jeron: Denden?!! Anong ginagawa mo dito?

Denden: Nagsiswimming ako Je! Nandito ko para tulungan ka malamang!

Jeron: Sa basketball?

Thomas: Tange! Sa plano mong pagbabalik.

Jeron: Pero hindi ako babalik hangga't hindi ko pa napapatunayan yung sarili ko.

Denden: Pano mo mapapatunayan yang sarili mo kung hindi mo nga magawang magpakita sakanya.

Thomas: Kaya nga kami nandito eh, tutulungan ka naman.

Denden: Simulan natin sa basketball. Tara, kumuha ka ng bola.

Jeron: Anong gagawin natin dito?

Denden: Kakainin mo, ano ba Je nasan ang common sense?! Malamang maglalaro tayo, pero this time may equivalent ang bawat galaw natin.

Jeron: Huh? Pano?

Denden: Sige magshoot ka.

*nagshoot naman si Jeron. At finally nashoot ito*

Denden: Ngayon, Thomas bantayan mo si Jeron habang nagshoshoot.

*binantayan naman ni Thomas si Jeron habang tumitira siya at nagpaikot ikot muna sa ring bago mashoot.*

Denden: Anong mas madali?

Jeron: Syempre yung walang bantay.

Thomas: Sa tingin mo bakit?