Kismet

Shaded Shadow

Someone's POV

I miss your smile, but I miss mine even more. At some point in our lives, we will become aware that some people can stay in our hearts but not in our life. And maybe that's you.

You said we were going to be together forever, forever was a lot shorter than I thought it was. It was stupid of me to believe in a word such as forever. I didn't know what love felt like, until I met you, but now I know what a broken heart feels like too. Nobody ever told me that it was this painful.

I gave you my heart and you broke it into pieces. Now you can't make me suffer anymore because I have no heart for you to hurt, no heart to break. I give up.... You're very good at a game that I really don't wanna play. Trust really is a big factor in a relationship huh? But keep this in mind, if you had been honest I would have never given up.

What happened to the love? What happened to the trust? More importantly, what happened to us?

I was always the one to patiently pick up broken fragments and glue them together again and tell myself that the mended whole was as good as new. And now I've learned that what was broken remains to be broken and I'd rather be finding my happiness than to try something impossible like fix back what's already broken.

But after all this chaos, I can't believe that I still love you, after you broke my heart. But what I really can't believe is that I'm still hoping we could fix our relationship, us. Yeah I know I'm so broken, I can't even think straight.

I said I didn't love you, they told me I was lying to myself. If I was lying to myself, then why was it so easy to walk away? Maybe because I'm confused, because after a long time we meet again, I was shocked. I really don't want to fall again, but I'm already fallen, I'm still fallen.

They say no matter how dark the night is, the sun always raises again. I say lost love makes one realize that no matter how bright the day is, the sun will always set again. Maybe we can make it work again, but I really need to forget about the pain first.

Maybe by that time, just maybe I can do it again. Be happy.
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*After a week*

Kiefer's POV

Grabe......ang tamlay ni Jeron simula nung nagkita sila ni Aly. Ibang iba na si Aly, hindi na sya yung huli kong nakitang Aly. Naging mas matapang na sya, naging mas malakas. Hindi ko na nga ata sya kilala ngayon eh. Dami na naming na miss out. Si Miks kaya ganun din, nagbago na din kaya sya? O sya parin yung Mika na minahal at minamahal ko...... Hayyyyyyy buhay nga naman napakamapaglaro.

Thomas: Kief si Jeron ba nakipag-usap na sayo?

Kiefer: Hindi pa nga eh. Hindi nga lumalabas ng kwarto yan kung hindi sya nagugutom or nauuhaw.

Thomas: Ganun ba? Sa tingin mo pano natin mapapalabas ng kwarto yang damulag na yan?

*biglang sulpot ni Denden*

Denden: Si Aly.

Kiefer: Ano?

Denden: Si Aly lang makakapagpalabas sa kanya dyan.

Thomas: Papayag kaya si Aly na pumunta dito?

Kiefer: Yun lang.

Denden: Ako bahala. Tara punta tayo sakanya.

Thomas: Anong gagawin natin dun? Gagambalain sya kasi ayaw lumabas ni Jeron sa kwarto?

Kiefer: Or baka naman makikikain lang tayo dun.