Pleasurable secret

Thoughts

'So as you see from earlier, me and my bully made a deal.'

And now I'm currently in my room thinking while listening to music.

Ha...he thought I was some good girl... I smirked resting my body on my queen sized bed. "Lucy!!! Where the hell did you put my charger??" My brother sting yelled from outside.

"I don't have your charger dumbass" irritation builds up in me again. "I know you have it" he came into my room. "Well guess what..do you see it? No so get out" I rolled my eyes and lay back down.

"Lucy and Sting stop all of that yelling up there" my dad Jude yelled from downstairs. "Ugh!" I open up my phone and go to Instagram.

I decided 'hey! I wanna see Natsu's instagram page' so I going to his profile. I scroll down and see a lot of pictures of him. One of them was his 8 pac body revealed with him sitting on a rock.

The next was him and Lisanna in one of those relationship goals mirror pics while she sits on his lap. I rolled my eyes and took off my glasses as well as my pigtails.

My hair flowed down my body letting my gold strands free. I brush my hair and stare in the mirror. As soon as when I'm done, I look at my reflection. I really am a busty blonde.

But the thing is I'm not a Virgin.

I lost my virginity in secret when I was 15. In my first year of high school. I threatened him so he decided to move away but me and him had a little secret as well.

Now, I have a new target. And it so happens to be one of my bullies. "Sting and Lucy!! Time for dinner" I heard my mom call. I sigh and walk out my room. Soon as when we reached the big dining table, sting came down.

He glared at me but I secretly stuck my middle finger up at him. "So Lucy how are you doing in school?" My mother ask me. "Fine"

I started eating. "Your grades are very high, make sure they stay like that" my father said giving me a quick glance. "How about you sting?" Mom asked. "Bad", "and why is that?"

You see..my brother sting is one of the popular kids but he's hangs out with the other group. They are the second top group in the school. First is...I think you know. Natsu and..them.

"Of course he's doing bad, mostly a lot of popular kids don't focus" I rolled my eyes. "It's not my fucking fault you're getting bullied" I shot a glare at him and slammed my utensils on the table.

"Sting!" My mom yelled at him. I settled down and quietly started eating again. The rest of the dinner table time was quiet. "Lucy why didn't you tell us?" My dad asked me.

I sighed. "Dad I'm not getting bullied.. sting just made up some lie because I called him out" i continued eating until I was done. I got up and put my plate in sink.

"Thanks for the food" I said before walking out the dining room and up the stairs back to my room. Plus, I'm ready to fall asleep to my LED lights. I walked in my room and closed the door behind me.

I turned off the light and turned on my LEDs while playing some music. I thought about what happened earlier with me and Natsu. I don't like him at all and he doesn't like me.

But why in a way we were able to pleasure ourselves with a rough kiss. And I don't know, but somehow even though we don't take a interest in each other, I feel like..I wanna show him I'm more than a wimp.

Like I don't want that to be the only secret that we have. If we can keep a secret of a kiss, I know we can do more than that and still be able to keep it a secret if we pleasure each other that much.

'WAIT WHAT AM I SAYING???' I don't like him at all and I don't want anything to do with him!! We only shared a kiss and that's all...

Even if I wanted pleasure from him...I still won't ever like him. I refuse to believe that I want pleasure from him, I want nothing to do with him.

Tomorrow

I wake up the next morning and got in the shower. I stripped, turned the water on, and got in. I'll continue showing the people my wimpy side. I got abused a lot and pushed to lockers bleeding, but I swear one day she will see my other side.

After about 40 mins, I got out and dried my body with a towel. I added my body products when I was done and dried my hair. Currently it was Friday and  like 6 in the morning.

I'm supposed to be up at 7, but I woke up at 6 for some type or reason. But it was 6:58 since I took a long time in the shower. I just...needed it. I put on my white Lacey bra and panties.

Than my elastic waist denim shorts, my striped black and white shirt, and then my black suspenders. I put on my black and white converses, my glasses, and then my hair in two low but long ponytails.

"Lucy you woke?" My father called. "Yeah" I yelled from out the door. "Sting?" "I'm up" he walked across the hall past my room and into the bathroom. I just lay on my bed since I'm already done.

I heard a knock on my door and lift my body up again in annoyance. "hey I just wanna apologize" my brother sting said. "It's fine, just don't tell them that, I can handle myself" I lay back down.

"I hope, or I'm dealing with those bastards" he peaked his head back in the door one more time and I gave him a quick smile. After 30 minutes my mom and dad left the house and got in the car. Sting went with them while I just walked.

I looked around and seen Levy five mins later walking in front of me. "Hey Levs!" I waved. She turned around and seen me. "Oh, hey Lucy!" She waved back and came to me. We started talking for a few minutes until we got to school at 8:40.

We seen Juvia and Jellal at the school and came to greet them. "Hello guys" Juvia bowed and smiled. "Hey Juvia, hey Jellal" me and Levy said. "Plan to hang out on the roof today" Jellal put his hands in his pockets.

"Sure" Levy went in the school and gestured is down in as well. When we went to our Lockers I turned my head and saw Lisanna and the others. She took a quick glare at me and turned her head straight.

"Just ignore her Lucy" Juvia put her hand on my shoulder. I sigh sadly while the others passed by. I seen gray give Juvia a smirk while she look at him in a little bit of fear. While gajeel grinned at Levy, she look at him in anger.

And lastly, Jellal looked down at Erza in no emotion while she grinned at him and a scary way making him shudder a little. When I saw Natsu walking over.

I turned my head quickly while the others went back to looking in their locker since Natsu was the scariest. My eyes had fear in trying not to think of yesterday. It all happened so fast.

I looked over slightly to see him pass Juvia, then Jellal. I looked away quick but gasped really loud as a hand brushed pass my ass a little. It was like two fingers touched it.

"Hey Lucy you okay??" Juvia asked me while Jellal and Levy looked at me in worry. "I-I'm fine" I smiled as they settled down a bit. 'Did he just!..' no, he didn't...I look his way with his hands in his leather jacket pockets.

Did the bad boy just-...