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14/04/20
y/n point of view
It was summer,b/fn was throwing a pool party I was so excited for it not going to lie I was currently in bed laying down with b/f we were cuddling each.
"Hey baby"i started b/f turned to look at me "b/fn is throwing a pool party I told we was coming are you up for it?" I asked
"no I'm kind of tired"he replied I frowned "come on baby let's go please"he shook his head "we'll stay for like 2hours please just 2hours unless you don't want to really go"i begged
"Fine"he frowned "yay"I hugged him
I got off the bed searched the draws for my swimming costume I don't really like wearing bikini so I usually wear one piece swimsuit
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I wore my shorts and tank top over my swim costume b/f was still in the bathroom still changing he was taking a while
I knocked on the bathroom door "hey b/f can I come in?"I asked "NO"he said loudly "sorry no Im naked"he replied "okay meet you downstairs"I walk down stairs.
b/f headed downstairs he looked bit unhappy but he brushed it off with a smile "you ready to go"he pulled his arm out I grabbed his hand "Yep".
we arrived at the party there some people there most people was already in their swimsuits I was excited I see b/fn in the corner I hugged her from behind "hey y/n and b/f how are you both?"she asked in her neon pink swimsuit
"Good"we both replied "come out to the pool"she showed us where most people were at I could see b/f focusing on some of guys shirtless
y/bfn inserted herself in the water "come in you two" she giggled I took off my shorts and top joined her in the water we looked up at b/f to get in "I'm going to get us drinks I'll feel better back"we both nodded we swam and chatted to couple of people.
I saw b/f and bb/fn (bf best friend name) hanging out and chatting It was couple minutes later I couldn't see a sight of b/f I got of the water and went to go check inside he wasn't there I saw bb/fn
"Hey do you know where b/f is?"I asked him concerned about b/f "yeah he went home didn't he tell you,he felt very uncomfortable"he replied "thank you if you see b/fn tell her I went home"I told him.
on the way home couldn't stop thinking if I pressured him to much to go that why he was uncomfortable and left I headed upstairs to our room I see b/f on the bed with his head in his arms I tapped his shoulder "b/f what's the matter" "nothing"he replied his voice cracking
"b/f I know you if sorry if I pressured you to go to the party even though you didn't want to"I apologised I layed next to him his arms still covering his face
I heard a sob coming from mouth my heart dropped "hey b/f"I rubbed down his arm "you can tell me I love you please let me in"he slowly lifted his arm up I placed my head through his arm
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his eyes were red I kissed him slowly then pulled back wiping his tears he took a deep breath in "the reason I left was because I was insecure of body and that's why I didn't allow you to come in the bathroom that's why I didn't come into the pool"he truthfully admits
my heart hurt that he was feeling this and kept it to himself "but b/f you're not other guys you are you I love you for you and I love your body"I smiled at him
"But all the other boys in the pool had abs I don't"he argued "you don't abs to be attractive"I lifted his shirt up showing his stomach :
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"look nothing wrong with it's perfect to me"I could feel his heart pounding I press kisses against stomach up to his neck then to his lips " I love you but you need to learn to love yourself to b"I smiled at him he smiled at me
