I don't know how to react and act when I caught feelings I was scared of getting hurt by that person.
I had feelings for c/n but I kept pushing him away knowing that more I did that he would eventually leave.
it was Monday afternoon in chemistry i was lab partners with c/n he gave a a soft smile I smiled back
I felt butterflies erupt in my stomach "so what do you think about a date on Sunday?"he asked leaning closer to me "well I'm busy on Sunday"I replied
"Okay so when are you free then?"he asked "I don't know"I went back focusing on the work I heard c/n sigh "can you tell me when you are free please?"he looked at me with hope in his eyes
"yeah I will"I lied knowing that I was free the whole week but i didn't want to go with him even though it couldn't hurt
the 2 weeks continued of c/n asking me if I wanted to go on a date with him but I carried on saying no he looked so upset and was becoming less patience.
He stopped asking me if I wanted to go on a date I missed it heavily when he use to ask me.
it was lunch time "y/n stop pushing him away you like him and he likes you getting hurt is whole part of life"Sophie told me as my attention shifted to c/n and this girl he was talking to across the room.
They were both smiling and seeing the sight did hurt me and made me feel a certain type of way and made feel very jealous.
"I'm going to toliet"I told Sophie and walked away quite upset.
c/n point of view
I knew y/n liked me but I knew something was holding her back me and my closet friend Emily came up with a plan.
she said if y/n saw us both together it would make her a certain type of way and would make her rethink saying no and actually give her a chance to know me.
It worked I could see y/n staring over at us with a a lot of emotion as she finally walked away.
y/n point of view
I stared at me phone thinking if I should send this text message or not
"Just do it"I told me myself I sent it my heat rate increased
my phone buzzed
c/n
yes you can come over here's my address
I sighed reading the text still feeling ver nervous.
I knocked on c/n door he opened it smiling he took me to his bedroom
I saw slightly smirking "so what do you want to talk about?"he asked me smiling I played with fingers
"uhh well I guess that seeing you with that girl made at lunch made me feel a certain type of way"I confessed
c/n teased "what certain type of way?"he asked I rolled my eyes "well jealous i guess I do want to go on a date with c/n I was just scared of getting hurt that's why I always rejected you but deep down i do have feelings for you"his eyes lit up
"finally and I know it takes up a lot of courage tell someone you have feelings for them I appreciate it a lot and I understand how you're scared of getting hurt but we can take things slow if you like,a date on Sunday"he suggested
I decided to tease him "I don't know"his face dropped "I'm joking yes"I gave hug
We both pulled away from the hug his hands rested on my hips we maintained eye contact as he carried going back and forward to my eyes to my lips.
"Can I kiss you?"he asked me I nodded
we both leaned in,his lips met my lips and we kissed gently but passionately
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