same disclaimer: i dont expect anyone to read this,, just a rant
i hate that im so unlikable. i reconnected with my childhood best friend, so thats nice. but everyone else is moving on. im being left. everyone is finding better friends and people. it sucks when youre never the first choice. not to mention, all of my friends who i loved to hangout with are best friends with this one girl who unadded me on snap because she posted a really homophobic thing and i slid up and was like,, glad you support me 🤪
tHen my friend,,, deadnamed my other friend. and talked shit on me. im putting fake names.
the transphobic friend is Alex. the girl who unadded me is Jenna
so i mention being nb and using they/them pronouns on my story. alex says "so in a sense of him/her... youd be an existential entity?" and,, like what??? i said i didnt like labels and just wanted to exist as myself,,, no labels.
and ig jenna didnt realize i was on her finsta becAuse she had a screenshot of alex with the caption "i just called this bitch an existential entity"
i started sobbing. i honestly thought this dude was my friend. not to mention, hes gay. hes in gsa. and deadnamed my friend who is vp. the president is also trans. its just a fucked situation. next yr, i hope we kick him out. its fucked up. anyway,,,, i liked jenna's post and left it.
thats all. i hate people,,,
