Captian America/Steve Rodgers x Male reader

Chapter Five

Reader's Pov

        Today is the day. You are gonna tell Steve you love him back. You go over to your desk and get a pen to start writing.

Dear Captain, or should I say Steve,

                                                                        I know its you. I've known for a awhile. You kind of gave yourself away by saying you had to go train with me. I only train with you. I didn't write this sooner because well I was scared. I was scared, well am scared, because honestly I've never been with someone before. Wanda and Pietro always had girlfriends and boyfriends but I never did. I was always making sure we had something to eat, somewhere to stay. And I'm sorry I lied the other day when I said that I didn't know who it was because I did. I just wanted to talk to someone about it. And I planned on teasing you until you spilled the beans but I cant stand it anymore. I love you Steve. I love you with everything that I am. I love your smile, your laugh, the way you never back down from a fight, the way you are kind to old ladies. I love your big heart and the way you handle Bucky with gentle hands even through he could never brake by your hands. I was in denial before but now my eyes are clear, I love you. I love YOU. and if you aren't Steve this just got really awkward.

                                                                                                               -[Y/N] Maximoff

           You close the letter and wipe the tears from your face and walk over to Steve's room. you slide the envelope under and backed away. When you got back to your room, sitting on your bed, was Steve. "Hey Steve" you say your voice a little higher than intended. Oh god, he doesn't go in his room all day. you are gonna have to sit through all today while your love letter sits on his floor. "Are you alright?", "Yeah, I'm fine". " I thought we could have a marathon, watch movies all day. maybe a Harry Potter Watch-a-thon. I know you love those". "Sure, sure" you nod. "Are you sure you're okay. You seem stressed".  You nod, "I'm fine. Friday, activate Harry Potter a thon".

Steve's Pov

           He wasn't okay, I can tell. He's pale, his hands are playing with his suspenders and he isn't saying almost every line to the movie. Not to mention that he keeps looking over at me every few minutes with wide eyes. Thankfully by the Second movie he was a little more calm. He was still looking at me but he didn't look too panicked. By the third he was calm, he was citing every other line and giggling at his favorite ones.

             Lunch rolled around and we ordered bread bowls with pasta from the nearby pizza place. He hummed as he ate his bread bowl. "I'm gonna go to my room real quick, I need my phone charger" I say getting up. "No!" his face pales again, "you can use mine". I sit down again and plug my phone in. He was nervous again and I could tell he was forcing himself to eat. "[Y/N] what's wrong? And don't tell me you're fine because you are shaking". He looks over at me and his eyes had fear in them. "I'm currently waiting on something and I don't know if its gonna work out. I REALLY want it to work out". I get up and walk in front of him, "Whatever happens you are gonna be fine, just breathe and calm down". he nods and takes a deep breath.

Reader's Pov

             His blue eyes were look up at you. You look down at his lips that were in a small smile and you smile. "There you go, RELAX. Everything will be okay". "Thanks Captain". The pupil in his eyes dilate and you look down. No matter what that's gonna be fun.

~Time Skip~

        "Well, I'm gonna go to bed. I'll see you tomorrow" he announces getting up. You nod and lay down fully on the bed. he walks out and then it hit you. Oh god, the letter. You pace back and forth in your room waiting. The sound of your steps echoing. you could hear your heart beat and your stomach twisted and turned. What if this was just some twisted joke? What if that letter just ruined your only friendship you had with someone who wasn't your triplets? A sharp pain fills your chest. A soft knock sounds through the room.

          You look over the door and take a deep breath. You walk over and open the door slightly. Steve is stood there with the letter in his hand. His face was full of a emotion you didn't recognize. "Can I come in?" he asks quietly. You nod and walks in. He starts pacing and you close the door. Your chest was tight with panic. "Is this what you were  nervous about earlier", "yes". "And you mean what you say in this letter?". You look directly at him for the first time, "Steve I wouldn't have written it, if I didn't mean it". He stopped and looks at you, tears in his eyes. "So you aren't playing some prank on me with Natasha" tears stream down his face.

           You rush towards him, "Oh god no Steve". You reach up and wipe the tears off his face.  You hold his face with your hands and look at him in the eyes. "Steven Grant Rodgers, I love you. I would never joke about that, this isn't some prank. Honestly I was afraid of the same thing". He leans forward and rests his forehead against yours, "I wouldn't do that, I love you". "I love you too". "Can I kiss you?" He asks laughing under his breath. His breath smelt of Tooth paste. "Did you brush your teeth before you came here? I smell peppermint?" you ask wrapping your arms around his neck. "Maybe, okay, yes", "Yes you may kiss me". He leans forward and his lips touch yours for a second. He looks at you his eyes wide. You nod and he leans in again but this time harder. His lips feel soft against yours. He walks forward making your back hit the wall in a thud.

          You laugh and his eyes widen. "Are you okay?" he asks frantic. "Stevie honey, you've broken my nose. I think a little tap on the head isn't gonna hurt me". His eyes turn sad and you send him a playful glare. "How about you make it up to me, my lips are cold" you say smiling. He smiles and lifts a eyebrow. "I sure you, a captain can solve that issue". His eyes darken and he kisses you. His hands grab your waist and pulls it closer to his. His jaw moved with yours firmly against yours. A pit in your stomach grew warm. He pulls away and starts kissing down your jaw, "You know that drives me insane when you call me that". "Why do you think I call you it?". He stops and looks at you in the eyes. "You knew?!?!", "Well not at first, I kind of found it hot to call you that and I was doing it to make myself happy. But then the girl from the group told me that it made you aroused so I started to do it to mess with you".

             He puts his hands flat on the wall beside you and looks down. "You are adorable you know that" he whispers. "Well I mean I do wear fake glasses" you whisper. He looks up back at you and softly kisses your lips. His hand moves to your face and this time the kiss was gentle, almost like a feather. You smile and say into the kiss, "does this mean you're my boyfriend?". He laughs against your mouth, "yes love". You hold his face and kiss him again. "I love you, but I'm really hungry and I need food" you whisper. "Let's get you some food and then we can chat about what we are gonna tell the team". You giggle and then your giggle turns into a laugh. "What?" he asks. "You are gonna have to deal with Pietro and Wanda and I'm living for it. "Oh god" he whispers.