You still have all of my heart

Chapter 1

Chapter 1:Moving day

"Mum. What don't you understand? I'm not moving."

"You have to Jordyn. Don't make this harder for yourself."

"Seriously Mum, this couldn't be any harder. I can't leave my whole life behind just because Dad got a job."

"We'll you are going be moving no matter what you say."

Why can't she just listen to me? I can't live without Niall. I can't. He's my everything. If I can't make friends here with the people that I've known for ever then how am I supposed to make friends in America? Niall was the only person there for me. Always. I could tell him anything. Nothing could ever be awkward telling him. I'm not going to find anyone else like him. What doesn't my mum get? I can't deal with this. I'm going to move to a whole different country in the middle of the school year, and my parents are so convinced that I'm gonna make friends. Do they not realize that I have to friends other then Niall here? I'm an outcast. I don't know what to do.

The only good thing about this I that were moving to Hollywood, and maybe I can make my singing career there. But that also makes it worse too. That means that the girls there are just going to be 100 times worse than here in Mullingar. And that is saying a lot.

I couldn't stand to be anywhere near my mum or dad. I need to see Niall. I walked over to his house and his mom said he was in his room. I went into his room only to find him face down on his bed, shivering.

"Hey." I said, letting him know I was here.

"Hey," He said still not turning around. " What are you doing here?"

"Just coming to see you before we get on the plane. I really don't want to move. I hate my parents so much right now it's not even funny. I can't believe this." I said, trying to to break out into tears.

"It's fine, you'll make friends and we could still see each other... We can video chat every single day." He said obviously trying to make me feel better. That was when he turned around and looked at me. He looked horrible. His face was all puffy and red, he must've been crying a lot lately, maybe even more then me.

I sat on his bed and gave him a hug. I don't know why I'm giving him sympathy, he's not he one moving across the world. Although he is losing his best friend so, he is in a very similar position to me, but I'm still the one moving! I got up and decided to get my guitar and his guitar. I kept my guitar in his room because it was easier and this is pretty much my second house... Or used to be...

I sat up on his bed again and started to strum. Niall started to play to the same tune, the tune of Forever and For Always. I guess that's our mood right now, that we never want to leave and let each other go. That we want to be best friends forever and for always, no matter where we are and what we do.

"Jordyn! Your mum wants you home now. Your flights boarding in an hour." Niall's mom called from down stairs.

Just then reality hit me really hard. I can't believe this, but I have to. I started to sob and Niall pulled my into a hug. I loved Niall's hugs. They made me feel safe and protected. I never wanted to leave his arms. Ever. But I had to, and I hated the fact that this will be my last hug from him in a long time, maybe even forever.

"I don't want to go Niall. I love Mullingar. It's all I've ever known. Those American girls will treat my horribly, I know it. I can't go. I can't leave you. I can't." I said in between sobs. "I'm gonna miss you so much Niall. You the only friend I ever had and want to."

"Trust me I don't want you to go either. I have no friends here! At least you'll be somewhere new but I won't make friends at the same school I've been going to for my whole life! And I bet you 5 dollars I'll miss you more, Jo. I swear I will." Niall said, his eyes brimming with tears threatening to spill over the edge. I loved Niall's eyes. I could get lost in them forever. That's another thing I'm gonna miss.

"We're down to the last moment together and your still making bets against me. How am I not suprised?" I said trying to lighten the mood and laughing as much as I could.

"Jordyn! Your mum's getting seriously angry! I advise you to get down here now!"

"Coming! One second!" I screamed down to Niall's mum.

"Jordyn. You need to promise me that in Hollywood, you will become a singer. You are amazing. And that way I can find you again one day. Promise?"

"I promise. But only if you promise to do the same."

"Promise."

Niall pulled me into one last hug and I squeezed him tight.

"I love you, Jo."

"I love you too, Niall."

"Remember the promise." Niall said as he walked me back to my house.

"You too. I'll miss you so much."

"I'll miss you too. Remember the bet though." He said winking at me.

"Bye Niall."

"Bye Jordyn."

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A/N

I'm writing this on my phone if it short or anything is misspelled. Just comment if there is something wrong with it and ill try to fix it! Oh and this is my first Fanfiction. So don't judge please! I hope you like my story!

~Julia<3