I walked out of my house with a stained heart. I was perfectly on schedule and had already planned out how to get Tsuki alone. I had already gotten all of the unnecessary bitches out of the way. None of them would've fazed my grandfather but times have changed. All I had to do was get rid of her. My sanity doesn't matter anymore, things are what they are, I just want him holding me and not her.
I planned on leaving a note in her notebook to the next open page, saying to meet me at the fountain near the entrance of the school, where boys usually ask girls out and confess. This is the place I'd tried so hard to avoid. I didn't want to taint this sacred area with my hands that have manipulated so much. I originally wanted to push her to fall in love with somebody that at least found her attractive, but found that nobody had any interest in her, understandably. So I decided to meet her there when school was over, and while her back was turned to the tree, I would turn her around and drown her as efficiently as possible. I don't want her attracting any unwanted attention. The fountain is right at the front of the school, and if someone heard her screams from outside, I'd be dead in the water.
I didn't want to have to resort to the fountain. I really didn't.
Today was Friday. I had to get everything done as soon as possible. I would drown her as soon as she answered my questions. I would be casual. Quickly, I'd dispose of the evidence, run back to the fountain, and talk to Senpai after committing the crime. (I would have already left a sticky-note on his bag) Then I would confess.
"Everything is perfect." I thought to myself as I ran to the school. I had to get there early to see him walk in. Everything should've been perfect. Everything would've been perfect.
Why wasn't it perfect?
I got to school after walking the 6 blocks to get there. I entertained the thought of a bike, but realized I wouldn't be able to have long walks with Tsuki if I had one. The thought quickly left my mind.
I was about 5 minutes early so I took haste to go to the roof and look for Tsuki from the fences. I walked up the stairs and felt a strange presence, like someone was watching me. I didn't care though, the presence didn't feel like a threat, so I continued in my pursuit of seeing Tsuki enter the gates. I got there and rested my head on my hands, feeling the breeze hit my face, thinking how many days and nights me and Tsuki would be spending looking out into the distance on balconies like these. The thought brought heat to my face, and the warm feeling from before. "I have to look into that. Grandfather never spoke of this Unnamed." I said to myself.
I broke out of my trance when I noticed somebody walking into school. I noticed it was him, and felt especially infatuated when I saw he was alone, not walking with the girl. Sometimes I really felt like she had him tied around his neck. He stopped, and looked up, noticing that I was looking down at him. A rare moment, for him to look directly at me. He did something, something I thought would never happen; He smiled and waved at me. I felt a pulsing sensation in the moment, and a warm fuzzy heat finding its way to my face.
Never did I expect that to happen. I shouldn't have, for I am not worthy of Senpai, but he found the kindness in his heart to not just smile, but wave as well? What sort of celestial being have I brought myself to be with?
Curiosity engulfed me, something I'm not used to, and I walked down the steps fervently, afraid that I'd lose him. I found him changing his shoes at his locker. He recognizes me coming down the stairs and greets me with a "Hi Mari-San!", while flashing me his perfect smile. I wish I could see that smile all day, everyday, non stop. How I wish I could see more of him than at school. How I wonder what it would be like to watch him do everything. His family is lucky they get to see something so amazing every day.
"H-Hi S-Senpai!" I stumble out the words. It's difficult keeping a conversation with someone so perfect.
"Y-You don't have t-to be so formal!" He scratches the back of his head and looks down and then back at me with a light blush, may I add. I didn't know what was happening " Just call m-me Tsuki..."
"S-Sorry Tsuki-Senpai..."
"There's nothing to apologize for! Listen... I've been meaning to ask you this..." I listened in very attentively, for it seemed very important.
"W-would you l-like to eat with me for l-lunch?"
I was confused by the question, but I answered. "Yes I don't see why not." As to not sound conspicuous.
We both stared at each other for what seemed an eternity until finally his puppetmaster arrived at school and took Senpai's attention with a greeting. A spur of the moment event cause a spur of the moment attention grab. Couldn't understand why he would pay more attention to a drag like her, but on I went. We said farewell and went our separate ways, him upstairs, me to the second classroom to our left.
My mind wandered all of class time, thinking about the events that had occurred that morning, wondering what kind of events could've lead to this happening to me.
