Good Girls Bad Guys

Michael's p.o.v (1)

What did I just do? It was as if my feet were glued to the floor, I couldn't move even though I desperately wanted to. I wanted to chase after her and tell her I am sorry and that I needed her, but she was gone before I could make a move. Fuck. I went to grab a pair of keys from the hook but they were gone. "Cal, where are the keys!" "I don't know but maybe you should calm down before driving." "I need to talk to her,Cal." I tell him, scavenging through the dresser drawers where the bills are kept. "I know but you need to calm down first, we'll go see her later." "Okay." I agree letting out a sigh of frustration. I tried my best to calm down but nothing was working. I need her to calm me down, I needed her to forgive me and tell me she loves me. If she still loves me. Just to think of Lumina not loving me was enough to drive me to tears. I was in my room with my head inbetween my legs and I was crying. Calum sat beside me and patted my back, which only made me worse. "You really like this girl don't you?" "I love her,Cal." I sniffled. "I know man." "I need to see her." "okay,I'll take you go to the bathroom and wash your face then well go." "Thank you." I grimace then walk to the my bathroom.  The drive felt interminable, I told Calum where she lived we passed by houses that seem familiar when we finally arrived at her home I was gutted to see that her car was nowhere in sight. "Maybe she's at Tarah 's." Cal stated. I saw him grab his phone and dial Tarah 's number that he knew almost by heart. I remember when Cal and Tarah were a couple. I never seen him happier. He was always smiling and his eyes light up when he saw her or received a text from her. The day the broke up I never seen him so depressed, so broken. "Hey." he says shallowly into the phone. "Is Lumina there?" I waited a minute then checked my phone to see if she called me. Nothing. When I looked back at Cal his mouth was like a flat line. "T said that she isn't there but she'll let us know if she sees her." I felt defeated. God only knows where she is and I just pray that it isn't with Ashton. "let's go home, Calum." He gave me a grimace and turned off Lumina's street and drove us home where I stayed up all night waiting for Lumina's name to pop up on my screen.