Wounded
Every day again
Desensitized to pain
Scars thickening skin.
I feel too much
So I decided to just
Feel nothing at all
Numb to the bone
My mask
Always a reminder
What I am seeing now
Is it also a mask?
Paranoia
Fueled by broken trust
And proving me right
Every time again.
I am sorry
I'm not who you thought I was
I told you from the start
I'm damaged
I doubt I'll ever get better
Betrayal carved into my very soul
How could you
How fucking could you
My blood is on your hands
And it doesn't even haunt you
Whatever did I do so wrong
For you to treat me like that
Shame on you, you sick fuck
